Mar 9
I so often have dreams where i just keep waking up and it's #terrifying as hell, but at least it makes for good fanfic material
#My fear works great as a narrative plot point#So. Like. Okay.#When we moved here for like the next week or two I kept having dreams of where I kept waking up and then waking up and then waking up#In my dreams that usually also turned into sleep paralysis in the end; and it was Terrifying#And as someone who already struggles with their sense of reality. That lowk fuckeddd me uppppp#^ obviously wasn't the first time that happened but it has never been this frequent#So anyways last night it happened to me Again . And I hashtag terrified once more and I think ???? I might have also been frantically#Talking out loud in my sleep???? Because it woke my parents up ?????? Idk didnt ask them but I assume so#And then for like an hour straight all I did was stare at my digital clock (not a good idea btw dont do that)#My mom asked me if I wanted to like talk about it and I said no 👎 anyway. You will Never guess what I dreamt about#When I finally managed to fall back alseep. I dreamt about telling my mom about the dream. And the only reason I was able to look back on i#And say Ohhh I just dreamt that I didnt actually tell her allat was because we were in our old house and I didnt connect the 2 dots#At first either#Anyway yeah so back to my original point that week-2week phase made me write about zam having false awakenings and sleep paralysis too and#It was funnnn to write about ☝️ though never posted it#Yk if this becomes a regular occurrence again maybe I'll get the chance to finish that fic. Lol#Anyway traumadumping over
