Secular Wheel of the Year: Ostara
Today, it is Spring! Okay, so technically I hate the heat and am not looking forward to summer for many reasons, but it has been lovely to go without a jacket some days lately. The trees are blooming and the wildflowers we’re growing on the balcony are pushing up tiny leaves already. I love seeing the world turn green again, and watching the darkness be overtaken by light.
This year, my observance was extremely simple, using the same ritual I did last year with my best friend. It’s so easy to secularise by changing a single word, and can be found here: http://paganwiccan.about.com/od/ostarathespringequinox/ht/OstaraSolRite.htm. I only own white candles at the moment, so I distinguished them with coloured stones placed nearby.
Last year, my best friend and I went to a public park searching for a place that was both green enough to be beautiful and hidden enough so that we wouldn’t get odd looks from passersby. We were both fresh out of fundamentalist Christianity and the ritual felt both so meaningful and so transgressive. This year, I stepped out into my balcony where the wildflowers are growing and whispered the ritual alone. Both ways were profound and both were meaningful in their own way.
Last year on Easter Sunday I also performed a ritual symbolising Ishtar’s ascent (inspired by the story halfway down this post: http://www.patheos.com/blogs/allergicpagan/2012/03/21/spring-equinox/), in which I symbolically shed the baggage of my old hyper-religious life and took up my strength and agency. It was intensely powerful, but I don’t think I’ll revisit it this year. I needed it so much then, but now I already *am* free.
Welcome light! Welcome life! Welcome Spring!