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summr so far

I feel like ive been in a limbo for weeks or months

i go shopping 6 times a week i buy cool things i order new drinks i try new foods i get a new job my family adopts a puppy i make new friends i stay out until 2am

but i also sleep next to my pile of laundry that takes up my entire bed i drink with strangers i drive hungover i eat ice cream in my room at 4am i rewear the same unwashed shorts for over a week i lie to my friends about how my summers going

i dont rly know what im doing or whats going on but least ive been partying hard which is what I wanted right?

#mental illness #summertime #vent blog #alcoholic #audreyisanangil

I hope our frontal lobes develop quick enough to realize how mean it is to give up on ur friends while their literally at their lowest and never even bother to talk about any problems, and unfollowing on every single platform without explanation and continue to talk abt them with their other friends.

#please self reflect #vent blog #mental illness #petty #audreyisanangil

Just realized how crazy 17 year old me was cuz i just broke my 5 months of sobriety today and I cant take a single sip anymore of this lower percentage shit like how tf was i at other people houses chugging this nasty shit

and also piercing my own ears eek

#seventeen #alcoholic #sober #im just a girl #audreyisanangil

fortunate update for the unfortunate month of april

my friends from outside of school made a surprise stop at my house today after an awful shift at work and they gave me a bouquet of flowers and a gift bag full of dark chocolate (my favorite) and a comedically large lollipop and a white monster and a new poster

because they knew i was having a really bad month

then we ate tacos in my backyard and danced in my room

maybe I didnt realize that school isnt the only place where good friends come from

#light at the end of the tunnel #positive vent #audreyisanangil

wait this is real

#grief #reality check #can’t we just graduate now #audreyisanangil

"You have to make a promise to me okay? You have to promise me that you won't do anything to hurt yourself over these next 2 weeks." -my therapist

maybe being alive is actually serious like maybe people actually want me around

#therapy is good #mental illness #recovery..?#audreyisanangil

would you rather have

A tight friend group of friends who got ur back but no spouse

Spouse who will never let you down but you have no friends