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hi angels welcome to audreys secret tumblr!!1!1 im here to be the glow in your computer screen

vents- some are less poetic than others, cvtting tw, alcohol tw, suicide tw

#alt girl #new account #hi #im bored #audreyisanangil #send asks #ask me anything

I hope our frontal lobes develop quick enough to realize how mean it is to give up on ur friends while their literally at their lowest and never even bother to talk about any problems, and unfollowing on every single platform without explanation and continue to talk abt them with their other friends.

#please self reflect #vent blog #mental illness #petty #audreyisanangil

Just realized how crazy 17 year old me was cuz i just broke my 5 months of sobriety today and I cant take a single sip anymore of this lower percentage shit like how tf was i at other people houses chugging this nasty shit

and also piercing my own ears eek

#seventeen #alcoholic #sober #im just a girl #audreyisanangil

my lifelong dream is to own a sue wong dress.

#sue wong #dream dress #audreyisanangil

fortunate update for the unfortunate month of april

my friends from outside of school made a surprise stop at my house today after an awful shift at work and they gave me a bouquet of flowers and a gift bag full of dark chocolate (my favorite) and a comedically large lollipop and a white monster and a new poster

because they knew i was having a really bad month

then we ate tacos in my backyard and danced in my room

maybe I didnt realize that school isnt the only place where good friends come from

#light at the end of the tunnel #positive vent #audreyisanangil

lestatfag

my ultimate fantasy is to have a brain and body that allows me to enjoy being alive

just tell me to fuck off if im that intolerable

why do I have so many friends(?) on my private stories and seeing my personal shit if you ignore me irl and have never talked to me first?

Just tell me to stop so ik which people actually want me around

#mental illness #feeling outcasted #dont talk to me #please talk to me #slight vent #audreyisanangil

wait this is real

#grief #reality check #can’t we just graduate now #audreyisanangil

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my spark is so gone

like so so gone i feel like a candle that was forgotten on a windowsill for months

Today I went to my favorite vintage shop where I used to buy their bags of old charms/ mismatched earrings and make them into crafts

And the store owner caught me looking at them and so I told her how I used to make stuff with the old charms so she asked me "why'd you stop? whats stopping you from making more?"

And I couldn't help but just look at her for a second and really think about the last time i made something with my own hands that I was proud of

i have no idea when the candle went out

#short poem #slight vent #mental illness #i didnt know how depressed i was this whole time #audreyisanangil

what is wrong with me what am I doing wrong

there was a time in 4th grade where I was crying to my mom because I wasnt invited to a slumber party that every girl in my grade was invited to

now im a senior in highschool working all day and staying up all night thinking about how I saw on snapmap that best friends all stayed the night at my one friends house

and I wasnt invited, and none of those girls talked to me that entire day

I know ive always had a fomo problem but these are my best friends but I dont even know if i can call them that anymore

I just want to be invited out please someone see me notice me call me up please please im dying here im cutting myself cuz im so alone please im begging if someone wants to come over just to doomscroll on the floor id love that because it means that someone would show up

#im so alone #im dying alone #please someone #yes this is a cry for help #mental illness #tw vent #tw cvt #spring break isolation #fomo #audreyisanangil

"You have to make a promise to me okay? You have to promise me that you won't do anything to hurt yourself over these next 2 weeks." -my therapist

maybe being alive is actually serious like maybe people actually want me around

#therapy is good #mental illness #recovery..?#audreyisanangil

would you rather have

A tight friend group of friends who got ur back but no spouse

OR

Spouse who will never let you down but you have no friends

Or none

#just thinking #bored at work #audreyisanangil

my mom was nice to me today :)

#its not the end #im just a girl #audreyisanangil

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i shouldn't be so raw on here what am I thinking

i need to spend more time in the oven

reflecting in silence

#cooked #im just tired #vent blog #audreyisanangil

hi :3

hi babes 😽

having an episode then immediately being humbled by Instagram reels saying shit like “i know you’re thinking about doing it, don’t do it” is the weirdest feeling cuz i feel like my algorithm is pulling some strings to make me feel better and it’s literally just a reel

#tw sui implied #doom scrolling #mental illness #audreyisanangil

got yelled at 2day

would they still say "thats not an excuse" if i tell them that the way my grades look right now is because I started feeling suicidal since january and it hasn't stopped

#mental illness #get me out of here #tw sui ideation #audreyisanangil

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