Should I go get myself tested for the 'tism?
I cried. I cried hard. On campus. Why? Because I found at least 10 dead bumblebees. I cried so much, and now I'm still not well.
Some were still alive but couldn't do it anymore. I saw it. They were spasming, unable to drink or feed themselves, their legs were cracked, they stayed laid on their back. I tried to make them "eat", but they just couldn't. One couldn't fly anymore and was clingy to me, he wouldn't let go of me even if I presented flowers I know they like, he was reaching for me, and i couldn't let him go myself.
I took them all and at least put the dead ones on the side, and the ones alive on flowers away from the crowded area.
I also have started a plushie collection. I have three for the moment but I know it will grow. I plan on starting training to become a beekeeper if university doesn't go well. I stay in my garden for at least an hour a day to watch them. I tend to stay alert so I can hear them coming. I have so much love for them.
