#autistic lena luthor

[autisticlenaluthor]

returning with supercorp fics for the first time since *checks notes* january for supercorptober. there’s been an autistic lena drought but fear not, im here to fill that void

[lunaetsaturnus]

stars around my scars

(aka “for rory”) ll also on ao3

“Lena, baby, just listen to my voice, okay?” She can’t help it. She flinches. It’s too loud. Everything is too loud. But it’s Kara. Kara doesn’t talk during meltdowns unless it’s important, she doesn’t, that’s their deal. Even if she hates her now, she wouldn’t. So, Lena tries her best to listen, to pay attention, to make out her girlfriend’s voice even through the buzzing lights and the pulsing in her ears and her wheezing breaths. “I’m not mad. It’s okay. Just do what you need to do, yeah? Do you want me to stay?” 

She blows out a deep breath, sweaty palms dragging against her thighs, and turns her back to Kara in a failed attempt to recompose herself. It’s alright, though. Kara’s been here for this before. Kara won’t be mad. She won’t think she’s weird or see her differently. 

Lena turns back around, eyes on the rug but body facing her girlfriend. Hurriedly, she nods, then nods again, and it’s not long before she gets stuck in the motion because for some reason it’s so comforting, however humiliating. Tears stream down her face as she finds her way back to the floor, where at least her legs get some kind of reprieve and the dizziness isn’t so bad. She doesn’t try to form words, just hugs both knees close to her chest, rests her head on top of it and resumes the rocking motion. Through her peripheral vision, she still sees Kara, who is facing the other way, like she always does to make Lena more comfortable in moments like this.

Kara’s here. She’s not leaving. Kara is here.

OR

After years of encouragement from her then-best friend, now-girlfriend, Kara, Lena finally felt ready to find out what has been going on with her. However, getting a diagnosis doesn't equal getting better, and even though Lena is trying, it's easy to lose hope that things will ever change. Thankfully, Kara is there to hold her up every time she feels weak.

OR OR

I wrote this fic a while ago for a friend who's been dealing with some life-altering diagnoses of their own, in an attempt to brighten their day. They have been in dire need of a wheelchair for months, but have not yet been able to buy one that suits their needs, as those are very expensive. If you could, please, donate to their gofundme (linked here), it would be greatly appreciated. If you can't, but would like to help, maybe visit them @autisticlenaluthor and show them some love or rb this so it’ll reach more people? Thank you so much for reading this far, I hope you have a nice day :)

[supergay-supergirl]

AUTISTIC LENA LUTHOR MOODBOARD: UNMASKING EDITION (6x03 // 6x04 // 6x07)

(AUTISTIC LENA LUTHOR MOODBOARD)

[godhatesrory]

childhood kara and lena in five more minutes

[spoonietimelordy]

Brainy and Lena: working on their emotions together and trying to not put them in little compartmentalised boxes

Me: That's some autistic people right here

[whatkeepsmeup]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[autisticlenaluthor]

i did the math and i have written 37% of the fics tagged “autistic lena luthor” on ao3.

anyways if you’re autistic and like lena luthor, you should check out ao3 user scrappylittlegleek (me)

[autisticlenaluthor]

Both Arms Cradle You Now

Lena sucks in a breath and stares down at her lap (because apparently speaking is impossible now) and tells herself again that she’s fine. She’s okay. And even if she weren’t, it isn’t fair to lie– to say everything’s alright one minute, then come whining to her girlfriend the next about how she has a tummy ache and needs to go home so the whole group doesn’t see her cry.

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Lena's terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day. She has the worst stomach ache of her life, but the best girlfriend in the world.

Read the fic on ao3!