#axniety

[boos-ramblings]

My boyfriend called me his "anxious aspie queen" and I think I just experienced the purest form of joy

[beautifulllychaoticc]

Glass

I see you

for all that you are

all that you are not

all that you say

all that you do not

I see through you

through your empty promises

through your broken reassurances 

all so easily held together with clarity 

clarity you so often give me

you love me you care for me

love is love you see

when the word love is mentioned

its true

all else is forgiven

but is it forgotten

time after time I have taken your word

I have bared the scars

and yet your empty promises slice through me

leaving me questioning

myself 

our life

But this is my life

how long am I going to keep holding on 

the rope is shredding

layer after layer

you are what grounds me then why does it shake so

am i so unsteady

I grab whatever I can

I hold on your hands approving 

its not your hands that are bleeding

its not your throat that is raw from screaming

why why me

over and over

I put my faith in you 

when i have none in myself

over and over

your fulfilling words prove inadequate 

and yet im still here still holding on

to what

false hope longing for the moment your words prove true

im all you want 

im all you need

I am enough

[the-wirld-souls-mind3]

[generationgodisdead]

All alone, show me love 💔

[anxietys-room]

To Christian anon: I myself am a Christian, and I'm pretty sure I have anxiety myself (I've never actually been diagnosed clinically, but I've experienced symptoms of it, specifically social anxiety) It's normal to experience these things, even as Christians, because we're human, we're susceptible to these things. God allows these things to happen for a reason. We may not always now why, but that's okay, because we don't have to have all the answers. You can get through this, friend.

^^^

Anyone else have any advice?

-Mod Daron

[fr33domstarsblog]

Only need a glimpse I love to be who I am. I'm happy with the person I see in the mirror. Love to be free yet righteous. Now it ls time to finally breathe again.

[kingvulture]

“Hey, how you doing?”

Nobody has to know..

Untied from reality; floating

Subtleties untold.. 

[lamarefire]

Something important to remind myself

Remember that your anxiety, depression, PTSD, or other health issues don’t define you. Also remind yourself to forgive and forget you. Lately, I’ve been cringing about things I did or said in the past that weren’t that embarrassing; but fully understanding NOW that it was anxiety and not me, its frustrating. On the other hand looking at what life has thrown or given me in the last five years alone helps me realize that I’m on the right path to being who I’m suppose to be, to be easier on myself, finally (with next level growing pains) certain people will come and go in your life. Those that stay are those that matter in the end.

You will know who these people are. You will see miles and miles ahead of you when certain relationships and friendships start to fall apart, crash and burn. Some of these you will learn and grow from. Not all relationships from your childhood or adolescences will last. You need to remind yourself that this is okay. The ones you never expected to last this long will make it to the finish line, the ones you thought will last forever take a turn you never expected and leaves you with a choice. People will change is ways you never saw coming.

Being in your 20s also exposes the harsh truth that sometimes people grow out of each other. As much as it can hurt on either end; it’s okay. Part of life is accepting this. That being less hard on yourself also leads to saying no to your anxiety. Growing up, and wanting to show people that you’re growing up and changing to. We never stop growing and finding new things out about ourselves and that’s what makes us all so interesting. It helps you open up to respecting your intuition. It all seems like life is moving smoothly through a blender with rusty plaids you’re trying to blend a shirt with a baseball and some butter. But eventually it will all work out.