I've aged a few years in these past 12 months. The loss of Phoenix in the physical sense pushed my mental and metaphysical to expanding limits.
I had not found or lost love. I realized it. My life has changed forever. Never have I taken my art and self so - 'realfully.' I mean that in every way it can be taken.
Maybe its because I hear her talking to me in the music. It makes me want to express something. Whatever I can. Its the way the sounds resonate and make my thoughts echo and harmonize. I wonder, do you feel that sound?
The people. I think they feel me. I think they feel it in the vibratos of my voice. They hear it in the words, see it in the working product.
I'm not alone in this. We roll deep. We walk a path only some have the strength, let alone courage to do. Dreams come true for those who seek reality.
Its 11:11 every time I check the time.
-fuuuu* I don't know if you grasp what I'm saying.
If you don't understand me still, keep watching and see my magic...