#azazelsam

[queer-as-in]

Blood of My Blood

read on a03 | read on sqwa spn s1 | azazel!johnsam | explicit | 3,000 words

𖤘 some ghost of christmas past type shit, yed, special child!Sam, Azazel possessing John to get to Sam, John doesn't know it's happening, Sam doesn't know it's not his dad

⚠︎ rape, happens in s1 but there are flashbacks all the way back to the late 80s

The demon sidles up behind Sam, smirking as it lays a dry, lingering kiss to the top of his head like an anointing. "I couldn't have visited a happy child so many times, John. They struggle and scream for their real mommies and daddies. They tell! Not our Sammy." OR The one where John learns just what Azazel did to Sam while possessing his body.

ᝰ.ᐟ inspired by this post

[mundanezane]

Dirty Night Clowns X Sam Winchester

[lambmotifz]

obviously, dean wasn’t the man who took sam’s virginity. metaphorically, azazel was sam’s first. then, sexually & literally, it was either brady or lucifer (i’d even say lucifer and michael, since they shared sam in the cage)

but also, there’s always a possibility that john could get drunk after a hunt and take sam at a young age, considering he saw his dead wife in sammy (as mentioned in his journal)

[sisterwifesam]

sam winchester and his rapists ..

[devoteesam]

Sam, after his dad’s death, starts thinking of Azazel as another father figure. Not a good one, but one nonetheless. He told Sam he was his favorite. That he watched him grow up. That he watched over him, kept him in check. Didn’t that make him a father to him? Didn’t Azazel do as much to make him the person (the thing, he tried not to think) he is today?

[tehkekwa]

what if azazel possessed john with john being non the wiser and used these periods to creep on and groom sam to be the perfect vessel/bride/lamb for lucifer. dean would be wherever the fuck and azazel!john would start badtouching sam and normalizing it and tell sam from a young age who's easily impressionable and wants in on john and deans hunting time to keep all their moments a secret from dean because thats their special dadson activity and sammy just nods and agrees because dad is being so nice and attentive to him so what if it feels kinda wrong and slimy this is his dad!

[sisterwifesam]

on supernatural, men, angels and demons literally line up to take their turn and do unholy things to sam.

[queer-as-in]

the last line of this fic is going to be "you raised him right, John."