#b-bye

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Im sorry but im replacing Arthur’s green blue aquamarine eyes with brown Auburn caramel dark eyes

[vegetacide]

Art’ing update..   this one is being a bit of a pain in the arse for me but its coming along. I can’t look at this thing anymore today cause well my brain is fried and my body is seizing up.. lol

Screen cap isnt mine.  it belongs to @gumnut-logic   

[atiny-piratequeen]

Let’s be real here Fie... all of the members ghostwrote that, you’re just *chef’s kiss* absolutely gorgeous

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[futurewriter2000]

[textupontext-kpop]

~Too Far~ PART 4

PART 1 PART 2 PART 3 PART 4 PART 5 PART 6 FINAL

*Yoongi’s POV*

Roaming around aimlessly has somewhat calming effect. You can breathe in a lot of fresh air what is really healthy. You can also clear your mind and soul. But for me, it means nothing. Nothing can calm my mind. Nothing expect this one girl. This girl that I hurt badly because of my stupidness and insecurities.

Why couldn’t I just talk to her? Why did I lash out on her? Because I’m a fucking idiot and I thought I can get rid of it myself. But the truth it that I can’t do anything that is connected to me talking about my feelings.

And where did it lead me? To the darkest park in whole Seoul. On this bench that we used to sit on at warm nights watching stars. She was so happy back then. I was so happy back then. I was always happy with her. But she seemed more and more tired. And I still ignored her, persistently convincing myself that she actually cheated on me when she clearly didn’t.

I took out my notebook, a pen and started writing...

“Baby girl,

   Do you remember those moments when we were watching night sky over the always busy Seoul? You seemed so happy back then. And I was even more happy. Why? Because I had to look at your beautiful smile when you were pointing at the shapes you saw. Your eyes were shining brighter than those stars. No stars can dim them, raindrop.

   But now, I’m sitting here all alone hoping you would come with this blinding smile on your face. That you would sit next to me, lay your head on my shoulder and tell me that everything’s going to be okay. That no one will harm your gorgeous (I secretly love when you call me this) because you will protect me. 

   Yet world have hurt me so many times already that it doesn’t effect me that much anymore. I got used to it. Nothing can effect me anymore, baby.

   Remember that I love you, okay raindrop? I’ve always loved you. You were always before everything else. I haven’t showed you that, but you were. Not that you don’t want to see me I will reduce myself from your life. I won’t hurt you anymore. I won’t hurt anyone anymore. I will always be in your heart. And I will see you whenever you come to our special spot, okay baby girl?

Always and only yours, Yoongi.”

I put the notebook on the bench so it was still open. I stupidly thought that she would come here, find this and ran after me. But it was too much to ask. I was no one to her.

I was walking down the bridge we first kissed on. I passed the restaurant we had our first official date. I got to the spot where we said our first ‘I love you’ I broke in tears. Why was I crying? I just wrote in that letter that nothing can break me. Yet just some lea in the middle of the city made me cry. What is wrong with me? I think I’m just tired. 

I laid down in the middle and watched the sky. Just like we did few days ago. Every thought about her made me cry even more. Cry Yoongi, cry. Karma finally reached you after all those hurtful word you spat out, I thought to myself. I sat up and placed a backpack  in front of me. I took out the gun and look at it. Where did I get it, you ask? It was supposed to be for self-defense. I didn’t really need it, but Y/N bought it for me when all those stupid threats were throw at Jimin. 

It was shining in the moonlight. It actually looked beautiful in some ways. I threw the backpack away and loaded the gun. My hands were shaking when I put it next to my head. Is it the end?

*Y/N’s POV* 

It was almost one in the morning when my phone started ringing. I opened my eyes lazily trying to reach for the device that was disturbing my sleep. I picked it up from the floor and without even looking at the caller, I picked up. “Hello?” I asked trying to sound less sleepy. “Y/N you need to find him. Please find him.” I heard Hobi’s crying voice and all the sleepiness disappeared. “Hobi what’s wrong?” I sat up confused. “Yoongi hyung, he left the dorm few hours ago. and when I texted him at midnight and he’s not responding to my calles now. I’m worried that he will hurt himself.” He said in panic that I could barely understand a word. “I’ll go look for him. Don’t worry Hobi. He’s going to be okay.” I didn’t belive myself, but he did. “Call me when you find him, okay?””Okay, I’ll talk to you later.” 

Hung up, I put on some hoodie, shoes and ran out of the apartament. I got into the car and drove to the park. He was always going there when he was sad. I ran to the same bench we were sitting on few days ago and saw some notebook. ‘DO NOT TOUCH! YOONGI WILL KILL YOU!’ was written on the front and it was still open. I picked it up and read what was written on the open page. Tears started running down my face like crazy. Our special spot. Stil holding the notebook I ran as fast as I could to our little lea. 

When I got there he was sitting there looking at something in his hand. I realized it was a gun I bought him few months ago. He put it next to his tample crying. I covered my mouth unable to scream. I took a step forward. “Gorgeous. Don’t do it.” I finally said loud enough so he heard me. He was shocked, but still didn’t put the gun down. “Baby please put the gun down.” I came up to him and fall down on my knees to have eye contact with him. “Why? I’ve hurt too many people. I’ve hurt the only person I love. I don’t deserve to live. I have no reasons to. You hate me. So nothing is holding me here.”

He was looking me in the eyes. He was scared. No, he was terrified. “Baby please give it to me.” I begged putting my hand in front of him. “I never said I hate you. Yes, you did hurt me, but that doesn’t mean I hate you. I love you. I love you more than anything. So please give me this gun.” I held his hand with one hand and took the gun out with other. I threw it to the side and brought Yoongi to my chest. He was all safe and sound.

He burried his face in the crock of my neck crying loudly, letting all the emotions out. “I’m here gorgeous. I’m not leaving you baby.” I whispered stroking his hair.

💢💢💢

Final or part 5? Hmmm idk :D

~Caro☄

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Joe Strummer on "The Magnificent Seven" voice: CHEESEBOIGAH!!!

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