#bababoi

[randomly-generated-posts-machine]

Diversity win! like 50 pokemon is bababoi

[shin-liol]

Mama’s boy.

HELP IM TIRED😭😭😭

[thesliceofhomie]

The fact no one has made an osmosis jones mod for fnf is shocking to say the least

[the-rare-kai]

@the-blue-army

army might act dead but im still drawing Dipper 24/7

.. take it

[osophobic]

Why Did Art Stop Being Fun?

I've been seeing this pattern of mine. Back then, I would mainly doodle, draw art of teddy bears and strawberries.

Now to feel fulfilled with what I'm doing I have to do something big and something different every time. Which in the long run, it's a good this because it means I've gotten more experimental. However it now means anything fun I do I just feel like shit, like it's not good enough. Try new art challenges, it's fun for a short while then I just think "I could've used this time to create something actually purposeful" or if I do something that's in my comfort zone - "I could've used this time to practice on a weakness of mine"

I think I feel like my time is more limited than back then, which is stupid cause I'm young so I have a lot of time still. Idk, drawing has become such a chore, but i always have this need to drawing everyday, so AAAA yk? I just miss the joy of strawberries and teddies lmaoo.

This is a common issue artists face, I'm pretty sure. So I know its not too serious. I think what I'll try is stay on making more fun art to fall in love with it again.

(Don't wanna edit, sorry for typos!)

[nickshit]

Today felt pretty short tbh. But it was great. Not just because it felt short, but because I did a lot today. Two of those things are: Finally talking and hanging out with people. Those people being David, Dani, and Abby (we played tennis together). And I FINALLY went to the Food Pantry! (A place students go every Thursday to get food to bring home.) I'm supposed to go on Thursdays, but Ms. Coffman (Food Pantry staff) let me go (just this once) on Monday. Which is today. The downside to this day so far is having to carry TWO heavy bags (one being my school bag and the other being my food bag) and OFC it's SUUPER hot! If you touch me your hand will be wet. That's how hot it is. Plus, we went outside for P.E. today (tennis). So, P.E + outside heat = sweaty, gross, super tired, and probably gonna pass out. Oh, another thing that happened that doesn't usually happen at school (besides me talking to ppl) this guy stopped me omw to the food pantry and asked "Do you think he's cute?" and pointed at who I assumed to be his friend. (Also, these guys don't know me so they called me ma'am cuz they don't know that I'm trans.) I looked at the guy he pointed at, the guy looked at me, and with a chuckle I said "No." and walked off. I didn't mean to chuckle, but it forced it's way out. I kind of wanted to say "I'm a dude btw.." as I walked off. But, you know how straight dudes are when it comes to Transgender people and gay people hitting on them. Or people asking of their sexuality. They get all defensive and weirdly homophobic/transphobic. And when I walked off I heard the guy say "What?" and his friend was wheezing. I looked behind me to make sure he wasn't following me all pissed off cuz I called him ugly. Also, I feel like I've seen that guy before (the guy I said no to). Anyways, all of this is just shit I wrote in my phone on the bus omw home. Now I'm at home typing this on my computer. One last thing, when I came home with the food (it was a whole backpack full) I felt like I was getting interrogated. It was immediately "Why do you have TWO bags?" But I mean, I don't USUALLY walk into the house with TWO backpacks. So, that question is normal. But then I got asked "What was in the bag?" in a pretty serious tone. Now I feel weird. Like, do they not want me to bring home food? The whole reason why I'm doing this is to help everyone when we have barely enough money for Wendy's. I'll probably talk to mom about it sometime. Uhh...I don't know how to end this. Have a good day/night and stay safe! <3

P.s. Ppl keep drawing naked people on the tables in Biology class...