#bac0nluver69

[how-do-u-art]

Writer PSA: bac0nluver69

I was scared to post this to be honest. But with the help of my friends they managed to help me get the courage to post it!

TW: ped*philia, infa*tilism, b*astiality, n*ncon/r*pe

Summary: RT/AH fic writer writes infant non-con/b*astiality

Around 2017/2018 idk how but through tumblr I ran into bacon and we started talking and rping (I didnt know they were a writer and at the time I was a minor 16-17). While yes I shouldn't have done not safe rps as a minor I have no braincells. And all was pretty okay and I admit their rps were a little extreme I didn't mind though I recall around the first time we met they stated they changed their name or something because the ah community was mad at them but I never asked why nor do I know to this day.

Later down the line they asked me if i wanted to read a messed up fanfic they wrote. Involving Michael, Gavin, and Iris.

I was confused and a bit afraid so to see what the deal was I said okay and when I clicked it I thought it was a joke but it was n*fw r*pe of the characters involved.

They later stated they posted it on ao3 though under different names (I found it under their new account and Michael’s name was left unchanged)

Being a victim of csa and also a minor at the time it upset me greatly though I was panicked to think what they would think if I got upset about it so I pretended to be okay with it.

They took that as a go ahead to be Very open in the future about rp prompts mostly involving infants and n*n-con situations.

Sometimes we would rp and it wouldn't have that but they would throw it in instantly.

I panicked and didn't know what to do so I would rp along with it just so I had someone to talk to (I had no other friends at the time).

I always feared about talking about this because they know the city I live in/my college/and other personal matters and the fact they could say 'I didn't mind it' because I rped along with them too.

I was a minor up until June of last year though they didn't know I was a minor it was still upsetting they didn't ask.

I also panicked because I assumed I cant go BACK and said 'actually that makes me uncomfortable' because i tried so hard to act like it didn't bother me

Recently I've been talking to them less and less but am afraid of completely ghosting them.

However today they came up to me and said that they now have a separate ao3 account (separate from their normal baconluver69 account) where they post the pedo related works ' coffeeislife22 '

Many of the works don’t have ALL of the names changed from the rt/ah ties and it just makes me upset and scared that I constantly feel like I have to keep talking to them. I want to post this due to the fact (in my own opinion) they have a large following that doesn’t know about what they post on the side. I finally want to come clean about it and cut ties with them.

Fiction or not it’s still rather upsetting.

vvv Only Some of Their Work vvv

[angelshawke]

bac0nluver69 reblogged your post:i’m like… completely shocked about this ramseys...

what ramsey news?

they’re getting a divorce

[inbetweennow]

Saving the Golden Boy

Summary:  When a heist goes wrong, Gavin ends up missing. The crew looks for him, but eventually, Geoff makes the executive decision that they needed to move on. Michael, Lindsay, and Meg just couldn’t follow those orders. [Fake AH Crew AU]

Ship: Mavinseg

Warnings: Blood, violence, kidnapping, character(s) death(s), 

Orginal Prompt: @bac0nluver69 said:  an a i almost lost you scenario where gavin gets kidnapped during a heist and it damn near takes the guy days or weeks to find him and michael, meg, and lindsay are both devastated and heartbroken, but when they eventually find the fucks that stole their boi, they become the living embodiment of the phrase “now, you fucked up.” then afterwards, they just shower practically drown gavin in love and tear filled kisses.

Find it here!

[lastafterthought]

@bac0nluver69 prompted:  *bursts through your window* mavinsay with sad gavin getting loving cuddles from his two lovers who adorn him with kisses and sweet words *leaves out of your broken window*

Summary: Lindsay and Michael go on a trip to New Jersey, leaving a very sad Gavin at home alone. Of course, they had to fix that. Word Count: 578

Gavin stared up at the ceiling, unable to sleep. It had been a week since Michael and Lindsay had left for New Jersey without him, leaving him alone in their home. “I don’t know if they’d understand our relationship,” Michael had explained to him as they had been getting ready to leave. Gavin hadn’t expected to be invited along. After all, Michael and Lindsay were married, just because Gavin was dating them didn’t mean that he was welcome to do everything with them. It still hurt, however. It still made him sad.

The bed felt empty and cold without them. He felt lonely and sad without them like something was missing from his life. It was rather weird how easily a person could fall into a habit. It had become simple to get used to sleeping with the two of them. He was so used to it, that it was nearly impossible to sleep without them. Gavin had felt like a zombie all week, and he was sure that he looked like one too.

He curled up on his side, wishing that Lindsay and Michael were there. Eventually, he drifted off to sleep, just glad that another day was done, and he just had a few more days.

Gavin woke with a start when he felt the bed dipping next to him on the left side, and then again on the right side. He sucked in a breath.  Suddenly arm curled around him and he felt someone cuddling up to him. “Lindsay?” he yawned.

“Mhm, we’re home Gav,” she murmured sleepily. Another arm slipped over him, pulling both he and Lindsay closer.

“But I thought you weren’t going to be home for a couple more days,” Gavin gasped softly.

“Wanted to surprise you,” Michael hummed. “Geoff said you were looking kind of sad all week and we knew we had to come home to take care of you,” he added a few seconds later, lazily leaning in to press a kiss on Gavin’s lips. He could feel Lindsay’s lips against the base of his neck, peppering the skin with tiny kisses.

“We took the red eye,” Lindsay purred, sounding very proud of herself as she snuggled closer. “It’s was my idea.”

“We missed our boi,” Michael added.

“I missed you both too,” Gavin whispered, a smile crossing his lips. He felt more relaxed than he had been since they had left him. Lindsay continued to decorate his neck in kisses, occasionally pushing herself up enough to steal a kiss from both Michael and Gavin.

“We told them about you,“ Lindsay announced. Gavin went wide eye, mouth gaping.

“Really?“ he asked.

“Yeah, they think you’re a real idiot,“ Michael joked. “But they said to bring you next time.”

This made Gavin’s heart flutter. “I’d love to come next time.”

“Good, because we don’t plan on leaving you alone again,“ Lindsay said.

“Yeah because we miss you too much, and you apparently turn into a mopey asshole without us,“ Michael added.

Eventually, they began to settle down. Lindsay was out first, tucked under Michael’s arm and curled up against Gavin’s chest. Michael followed soon after that, having taken on last sleepy kiss. Gavin laid in the silence, enjoying the steady breathing of his partner’s as they slept beside him. He couldn’t move, yet, he wasn’t sure why he would even want to.  As he drifted off to sleep, he couldn’t help but fall asleep with a smile on his face.

[achievementmicoo]

gavin somehow gets a hold of a rattlesnake or any type of venomous snake, mostly to scare geoff. ryan, however, knows about certain species of snakes and knows good and well the one gavin has is highly venomous. but, gavin is just waving ryan off going "it's fine, rye bread. it's not gonna bite me" not two seconds later, said snake bites him and even though he doesn't necessarily die from the bite, recovering from the bite is very very painful and he hopefully learned his lesson

Gavin would do this if he had the courage to go hunt down a snake

[astronamies-void]

I’ve been tagged by @bac0nluver69 💕✨

I guess this is an about me one so...buckle up bois...it’ll be a rough one

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1) Are You Named After Anyone? First name, no. Although there is a funny story. Originally my mom wanted to name me Sasha but my nan (her mom) couldn’t say it—she’d say Sassa—So instead my mom went with Amellia (and spelt it with 2 L’s because sounding out names while on morphine causes letters to double. Tbh I’m glad it’s not Ahmmeelleeah) I go by Ami now though (:

My middle name, however, I am named after someone. My mom’s cousin Cindy (Cynthia) who had tragically passed away before I was born.

2) When Was The Last Time You Cried? The last time that I did where it was an actual cry was on November 13th while driving home from a family dinner. It was the one year anniversary of my nan’s death. The time we were returning home was around the time we had been the year prior on the worst day ever. This year we were not numb and crying, some close to vommiting because the trauma we all just experienced was too much to bare...no, instead we (my mom sister and I) were in the car listening to the Moana Soundtrack, singing and having a good time. When I noticed the time I immediately broke down because I realized the difference a year could make. How in 2017 it was the worst day and the longest night, and now in 2018 we were okay, returning from a family dinner while we sang and were happy...for the most part. So yeah, that was the last time I truly truly cried.

3) Do you have kids? No, but I do have a puppy if that counts lol (it definitely should count)

4) Do you use Sarcasm a lot? Nah...That’s too mainstream. I’m way above using something like sarcasm. (Aka yes usually most of the time...but not as much as previohs years)

5) What’s the first thing you notice about people? Their energy. Then the way they smile, and the way their eyes either follow or don’t. Sometimes the smile doesn’t reach the eyes which can be a number of reasons why. I hope their eyes smile too, someday

6) What’s your eye colour? Brown, sometimes light golden brown if the light hits them right lol —I say in attempt to make brown sound better

7) Scary Movie or Happy Ending? Oooh boy. That’s a tough choice right there. The only scary movies I truly enjoy watching are paranormal ones...maybe a good alien scifi-esque horror film. However, I try to stay away from them...So I suppose I’ll have to say Happy Ending (who doesnt like a happy ending?)

8) Any Special Talents? Well...with the risk of sounding conceded...I am strangely gifted in many areas? I seem to be able to play any instrument I touch, I can do art, write. Any work to do with a camera I’m p good at. I can craft and cook, bake, science it up experiment wise, never drop a ball...I can uh...yaknow what I’m not going to go into all of them. I’ll just leave it at that...sorry pals

9) Where were you born? West Coast Canada✌🏻

10) What Are Your Hobbies? Art of all kinds, Reading, Writing, Video Games, Math, Teaching my pup new tricks...uhmmmm I need some new hobbies tbh

11) Do You Have Any Pets? YES I have a pup named Finnick, and my sister’s cat named Lumen. They’re p rad

12) What Sports Do You Play/Have Played? Some may say video games are a sport👀👀 But nah, I don’t currently play any. I used to do Volley Ball and I always wanted to do soccer but my island didn’t have a soccer team🤷🏼‍♂️

13) How Tall Are You? 5’8” -ish been a while since I measured myself

14) Favourite Subject In School? I always loved any sort of media class. Art was pretty cool too! I’m excited to take these liberal arts classes I’m signed up for the winter term. Also the Art History etc I’ll be taking. Growing up I always loved the Astronomy/Space unit in science...and I’ll be hopefully taking an Astronomy class in college here soon🤞🏻🤞🏻

15) Dream Job? Honestly, I don’t really have one...When I was younger I wanted to be a Marine Biologist. At one point I thought Photographer or film maker...but now I don’t really know. Being an Astrophysicist would be incredible, as well as a wildlife photographer for National Geographic. I’ve been interedted in animation lately too so who knows what could come of that. I guess I’ll see when I get there!

Tagging: @michaelscaprisun @star-spangled-cap @epikins-blog @awkwardlyshyish @rayded-my-heart @jig3t

[micoo-and-gavvy]

this is from me to you. you said you're working tomorrow for black friday? buddy, i give you my full support and well wishes cause i know those crazy ass people are going to give you a hard time and i just want to come in here and say good luck 💖

Thank you so much <3 I’ve already had anxiety attacks about it. I haven’t been trained how to run a shift, i’m not even supposed to work full days I’m only supposed to be 3 hour lunch cover 3 days a week. But my manager is taking 4 days off for her kids birthday and my assistant manager refuses to work days that aren’t her normal hours, and it’s just the 3 of us. I’m doing both friday and saturday alone, without a break or anything and I have no one to ask for help. I’m already borderline breaking down after having to put down my 3 week old kitten yesterday, and having my student allowance wrongly cut without warning 2 weeks ago and them doing nothing to fix it. I don’t know how long I can keep doing this

[trevorcolins]

my good friend. may i ask where did the gif of lindsay holding the stuffed cat came from?

ahwu #406! here’s the link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xKsrEbZ6ocA