#bardofslime

[iragin]

bardofslime replied to your post: no exceptions, all gamzees are shit outta the...

i became shit dirt twice beat that

*beats that.*

[purrbeasts]

bardofslime replied to your post: being an adult sounds stressful!

so’s fuckin childhood yknow? all gonna be hard. ya just gonna be hittin new things ’s all. but ya get used to those as ya would now. dont freak out bout it. day at a time :o0

[]yeah you’re right i’m already dealing With schoolfeeding so i can learn more about my jade duties and that’s already stressful enough![]

[]i knoW i’ll get used to it but it’s just a very scary thought to think of at my age[]

[pluvicor]

bardofslime replied to your post: once i manage to climb this lamp post its over for...

i hope ya fall

does my pain bring you joy?

[zapcamon]

bardofslime replied to your post: ive only seen mickey in person like for 20 seconds...

((this made me laugh to loud))

((I WAS REWATCHING SOME KH3 SCENES AND I FORGOT THIS LEGIT HAPPENED THEN IF U KILL LUXORD HE JUST COMES BACK AND I THINK ABT HOW SUPER FUNNY ITD BE IF U KILLED LUXORD LAST AND SORAS JUST ALL LIKE

[cutemoniic]

bardofslime replied to your post: … I expected my greed to be higher, but I guess...

i did that test and i kept gettin wrath and i aint like that

For myself, I ain’t surprised considering who I am with and that I would do all the wrathful options that the test provided.

[cicidraws]

drew my rp gamzee bardofslime/jingledmiserably in whatever This Is

**do not repost, remove my caption, or use my art in any form without my permission**

[whimsicalmonstrosity]

👥 + bardofslime(old)

oof, what did i say about keeping things tight in my pocket-- oh there’s hole  in my pocket- oh no it’s spillin out.

gam.gam was one of my hardest motherfuckin relationships in a senseso much shit happened with him it was unbelievablewe had good timesthere were occasional fuckin times where he done good shittook a knife for me oncebut it was outweighed by the shit show he brought.hanging out with people who i had definite problems withtelling me “it was okay” and that “i can talk to him” and a whole shit ton of noise that i shoulda probably left him for! but cuz i’m a dumbass ex-clown bitch who be all and desperate to keep what i got- i stayedtried to adjust, let shit go down and appease to a point

but i just- he- even him dying wasn’t simple or easyIT HAD TO BE A SHIT SHOW JUST LIKE HIM

i wish i could get saying i miss him.. but i’d be lying.i can’t justno more about him, aight?

His up and down relationship with Gam started out simple, cute, pleasing. Yet, it quickly spiraled out of control once it was obvious how much of a pushover Gamzee could be, alongside the fact Gam was a Straight A douchebag who liked to test limits.

Day to day it was a new challenge for Gamzee, and he had to deal with knowing that at any moment there could be screaming or some form of abuse that came from... just about anything. Gam was so unpredictable that there were times that Gamzee looked at Gam in fear-- and the times that Gam noticed hurt-- and irritated him. Gamzee has retaliated and even hit first, filling him with a sense of being no better than him, but he collected himself on most scenarios and took most of the force.

From going out and flirting, to hitting on his own moirail (Shihab at the time), spending time with a Kurloz, not listening to Gamzee when said Kurloz would fuck around and mess with him, yell at Gamzee for trying to stop him from doing things that Gamzee perceived was bad for him, to trying to get into a fuck-buddy/side relationship with Etoile behind his back-- it all grew into a bubbling, burning sour patch in Gamzee’s stomach. 

He held out for so long. Gam’s first death was devastating and a shock so brutal that Gamzee still has nightmares on occasion of Gam’s face splitting in half right in front of him-- his guts dropping to the floor- his-- A true nightmare- only it was a recollection of the first time he died.

The second time he died threw Gamzee through a new kind of loop. He had BEGGED Gam to stay. Stay for Mirzoi. Stay to get better. Just stay. Even his sobbing fit and a hope that he would stay for his own daughter didn’t stop Gam from offing himself (since his second life made him mortal).once left as a ghost, Gamzee refused--vowed to never have anything to do with Gam. His care, love, respect. All gone. He tries not to even talk about him if possible.

Seeing a carbon copy of him doesn’t help matters at all

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