#bdlx.txt

[borderlyx]

I repress myself because whenever I open up, I fuck up and say things I shouldn’t

[borderlyx]

I tried everything in my whole life to feel better, but the best feeling I ever had was having you

[borderlyx]

There’s something wrong with my existence, this timeline can’t be the right one, like, the universe I’m in just feels like the wrong one.

Everything’s falling apart and I don’t even know what the fuck I’m supposed to do.

[borderlyx]

All my life I’ve always listened from the beginning to the end, but I almost never got the chance to speak or finish what I had to say, so I became quiet

[borderlyx]

I cannot give a single fuck one day and then feel guilty about it the day after