The Meme! Still Accepting!
Things we have in common!
1) Made the mistake of having a favorite silver haired character. We’ve all made this mistake including Shinji. You get to attacked to a character with silver hair and they’re bound to break your heart one way or another. The fates of those cursed with Silver hair are pretty much set in stone.
2) Low opinions of ourselves. I do have a very low opinion of myself so much so that it tends to cripple me from doing the things that I want to do, such as pick up certain characters or make certain OCs, even away from here there’s lots of crippling social anxiety and missed opportunities for dating because I felt I wasn’t good enough for anyone ever so yeah. Its not to the level of Shinji as I’ve never even thought of suicide or deeming myself not even worthy of that but still.
3) The fear of being left behind. This leaves me awake in bed at nights some times because its something that terrifies me more than the aspect of dying or having to die one day. Death is inevitable we can’t fight that so what’s the point of fretting over that. I only really fret over if I say the wrong things to the wrong people because accidentally hurting them and making them leave me is something I’m really afraid of.
1) Shutting the world out. I can’t d this at all, I NEED to have people around me as I fear being alone more than anything in the world. So shutting everything and everyone out isn’t an option.
2) Going with the Flow. See I can’t do this either because I have too much personality and a strong will to stand by and let people make choices for me. I prefer to decide everything for myself and will fight against people who try to take that choice away from me.
3) Get in the fucking Eva Shinji! Bravery. Shinji is no where near as brave and reckless as I am. While it doesn’t translate well to people I don’t know irl the people I do know irl can say that I have a very reckless kind of personality and tend to be very aggressive when I want to be.