#hope this is ok

[sch4r4]

[moonamite]

I’m gonna be sick. Look what they did to him. Imagine what it was like during those ten years at FearCo. Ten years. Over a decade of slow mental torture. And it shows.

Years dedicated and ultimately wasted on someone who doesn’t even see you as a person. Just to barely make enough money to stay alive.

Years spent solely on work and obedience and a single purpose, all while hanging onto the barely lingering hope that HE cares.

When deep down he knows, or has known for a while, that he doesn’t. And likely never has.

How does this relate to grooming, you may ask? Johnny doesn’t even like Chet.

But that’s it. He doesn’t like him, but he never pushes him away or gets rid of him because he’s USEFUL. He’s good for being used like a tool, as long as he feeds him little crumbs of attention just enough to make him think he cares.

And it never failed to reel him back in, in all those ten years.

And the worst part is the slow realization that the person you adore, who you think is the only one who loves you, never cared. And you’ve wasted your life on them, and now you’re nothing but an empty husk.

Grooming isn’t about attraction. It’s about having control over someone ‘weak’ and ruining their life by stripping them of their individuality and making them rely on you.

(Yes I am aware it’s ’not that deep’. Just let me indulge in my literary analysis)

Johnny is signing his paychecks, however small they may be. Chet, as far as Johnny is concerned, has no one. He literally has his life in his hands.

Do you think the baseball game was the first time in a while Chet got to go out and do something not (entirely) work related? And Johnny didn’t even let him play, even when he asked. He made him watch.

Chet’s notes also support this. “The ROR meetup was great, maybe next time I can join too” (not verbatim, something along those lines). That. Johnny has meet ups with the RORs but doesn’t include Chet. He is isolating him.

Chet is visibly suffering from depression. You can practically see how the light has left his eye since university. The nonstop work and abuse has left him a husk of his former self.

He doesn’t even have a cubicle. He’s just sat at a desk in the hallway by himself to further isolate him while he’s at work.

Even small details, down to the framed picture of him and Johnny on his desk. How it’s turned away from him, as if seeing how he used to be upsets him in some way. The picture itself also says a lot. The way Chet is blurry implies he moved into frame as the photo was being taken. He wasn’t supposed to be there. An afterthought.

At least Johnny didn’t immediately throw it out. At the very least.

His life revolves entirely around working, he doesn’t have the time, energy, or money to do anything for himself. He eats hot dogs over his kitchen sink for dinner.

And then Randall comes along. You can see how uncomfortable Chet gets around him, especially when he’s touching him.

This is the face of ‘Please god don’t touch me’. And of course the first thing Randall does is belittle and humiliate him.

I think Chet decided to ‘betray’ Johnny once Tylor brought up the risk of mixing laugh and screams.

Not for himself, but because other people’s safety was at stake.

Besides his final line to Johnny, he never really confronted him or stood up to him. Which is completely understandable if you know how terrifying it is to face the person who’s been controlling you.

We don’t know what happens to him after that, but I can only imagine how scary it’d be. What now? The person you’ve devoted your existence to is gone. You’re free, but at what cost?

Maybe there’s times where he regrets getting him arrested. Where he wants to go back just so he can have a sense of normalcy and purpose again, to run back into the cage or beg for forgiveness even though Chet knows what happened to him was wrong.

Everything he’s done was for Johnny. What does he have now that he’s gone? He gave everything, and now he’s empty inside. Ten years, all gone.

I know he’s a comedic relief character, but I can’t help but notice how incredibly tragic his story is, and in such a realistic way, too.

[compress1repress]

ur text aus are so funny and keep me alive ✨✨ can i pls have an assortment of dilf patrick and dilf art dating college reader— spoiling her, maybe art helps her with work while patrick is dumb as shit LOL. Maybe she’s a little embarrassed to be dating an older guy, let alone two. they’re also famous tennis players so she keeps it on the DL. but they don’t mind being public, embarrassing her or visiting and texting her stupid things. maybe they’re old and don’t get her younger brain rot humor.

i think it would be so cute, can’t wait to see what you do with this🥰♥️🫶

thank you for the ask! hope I managed to hit some or most of what you wanted!! started with just reader and art dating and then patrick gets involved :)

quick assortment of college reader x dilf patrick x dilf art

[shroudedmoon]

Fanart for Left Behind, Left for Dead by @salparadiselost bc it's honestly a great fic, and it made me realize i can actually sorta draw horses??

You'll probably see a few non dc horse posts after this lmao

[myriadxofxmuses]

@lithiumwolff

It was his last stop at the end of a long week. John-Paul pulled up to Ali's house, like usual, to collect on her tab - a courtesy he allowed few, but one she'd been faithful in settling since becoming a client so he never minded fronting her whenever she needed a few days to get her money up. He hopped put of his car and headed up the steps of her front stoop, ringing the bell and waiting for her to answer the door.

"You're not Allison," he told the man standing before him with confusion. "Look I don't have a whole lot of time and she knows I'm coming, so could you go and grab her for me?"

[davidkarofskyindie]

rhapsodc (Dean/Hugo)

@rhapsodc liked THIS for a starter (inspired by THIS)

Dean had been almost buzzing for over an hour by  the time he got to Hugo’s door, one hand holding firm onto the bottle that he realised was the source of his current problem while the other hand was knocking loudly on the door with enough force he was about to punch through it before it opened. His face showed his desperation, his eyes were wide in an animalistic desperation that he hadn’t felt in years and his cheeks were red from how embarrassed and winded he was from his run to his friend’s door “You need to fuck my brains out and you need to do it right now” he said, almost as though he was describing the weather, before storming into the man’s home and grabbing onto the banister of his staircase and leaning over to try and catch his breath.

After a few seconds he realised just how that sounded and so he turned around, almost instantly aware that the bulge in the front of his pants was obvious as hell, and held out the little bottle he’d brought with him “Stupid me has been trying to bulk a little more lately and the supplement shop on 5th sold me this, telling me it was gonna give me better glutes and you know how much my ass means to me” he blurted out, almost panting for breath “Well, turns out it also turns your asshole into the cock-hungriest hole that’s ever existed and has me fucking self-lubricating like a dog in heat. I’ve been using dildos all morning, I almost broke my showerhead trying to get some vibration going… I’m 30 seconds from being banned from Uber for trying to blow the drivers” he said desperately, looking right to Hugo “...please, Hugo, I need you to fuck the actual shit out of me until I pass out so I can stop feeling so… so… oh god” he moaned out, rocking his ass back against the bannister and just uncontrollably rubbing his own groin, a look of pure desperate need covering his face.

[vampire-scripture]

VCkinkfest + blood voyeurism - book quote compilation

Let’s get out of here, let’s walk together and be quiet together and please let me see you drink. Let me see you draw the blood and the life out of a human being. Let me see you need it, and go for it, and have it, and be filled to the brim with it. - Lestat and Louis, Prince Lestat and the Realms of Atlantis

"Don't you enjoy seeing it, even if you don't want it?" I nodded. I'd never dreamed he would let me watch. Louis hated it when I watched – Lestat, Memnoch the Devil

For a long moment, I spied upon [Louis]. I loved to do this. (...) And when he feeds, it is painless and delicate and swift. – Lestat and Louis, The Tale of the Body Thief

She breathed into my ear as I bent down to fasten her pearl buttons. ‘Only kill with me tonight. You never let me see you kill, Louis!’ - Claudia and Louis, Interview with the Vampire

[Armand] lifted her off the boards as he drank, her throat gleaming against his white cheek. I felt weak, dazed, hunger rising in me, knotting my heart, my veins. I felt my hand gripping the brass bar of the box, tighter, until I could feel the metal creaking in its joints. – Louis and Armand, Interview with the Vampire

Astonished and enthralled, I watched as my Master closed his smooth eyes, his golden eyelashes seeming silvery in the dimness, and I heard a low wet sound, barely audible but horribly suggestive of the flow of something, and that something had to be the man's blood. (...) I was speechless. Fear, loathing, these things had no part in it. I was simply amazed. If I thought, I thought it was wondrous. – human Armand and Marius, The Vampire Armand

"Would you let me go with you? Would you let me see it when you do it?" "No." – human Daniel and Armand, The Queen of the Damned

Driving his fangs into the flesh. (…) Was it going to be this good forever? (…) And Armand, glowing in the dark, just watching. - vampire Daniel and Armand, The Queen of the Damned

This is a non-exhaustive list. If you have any other quotes you find interesting and are willing to share, I'd be eternally grateful ^^