#being grown

[openblogtomyabusivemother]

One day you really won't care what they think. I promise. It's just part of normal human growth. Becoming an adult means growing out of the need for your parents approval. Abusive parents don't want that to ever happen so they try to keep you from maturing into an adult. Do it anyway.

[sagewhite]

Got high and ate a bunch of candy

[there-goes-trouble]

but that's my emotional support shipping / delivery / shopping service subscription 😥 (that i just cancelled for my own good)

[blackclassicman]

[lord-cxeep]

Life Right Now

Lately, I have been thinking about my future and where I see myself. I don't think I have ever been this frustrated in my life. I just wanna be successful in life but I don't know how ima do it. But I do now I will make the best out of this year and I will not be in the same place I was in the last 2 years. I tired of being in retail and I'm ready for a career at this point in my life.

[hallease]

Accurate.

[notthatsogoodpost]

ternyata begini rasanya

Begini ya rasanya berproses menjadi orang dewasa. There are so many things we need to deal with.

We need to deal with other’s perpective.

We need to deal with our own failure (back then).

We need to deal with some heartache (which is caused by our own expectation). -and Shakespeare said that expectation is the root of all heartache-

We need to deal with other’s character.

We need to deal with some dreams that we havent reach.

We need to deal with parent willingness, too.

etc,

but first, we need to deal with our own self. About everything. We need to accept everything first.

Hehe, lucu, rasanya ingin kembali anak kecil lagi ketika hanya harus berurusan dengan PR matematika. #ngarang #ngayal

[novito]

You know you're a "grownup" when the highlight of your day is bedtime 😑