Even though it's been over a month, it still hurts me to think about what happened. I got screwed over terribly because I believed all your bullshit. I bet you'd be happy to know you're the reason I no longer want to get close to anyone new. Too afraid of getting screwed over. All because I believed your lies & empty promises. Yup, I'm going to blame you for that part, but I am going to blame myself for the self-hate, because of what we did. If I wasn't so naive & I actually listened to other people, I might not be in this position, but I am. Every single day, I think of everything I could have said or done to keep everything that happened, from happening. Every single day I think of new reasons as to why I wish I could take it back. Too bad that won't happen....