Isn't it a crime to steal the heart of someone several miles away from you? If so, I swear I won't report you to anyone, but you have to promise to love me as much as the distance that separates us.
Yeah I am a romantic idiot! Judge me! But I can't stop thinking about everything about you, stop looking at the things you touched, the things you gave me and thinking "Oh shit, I love you so much". I can't! I smell you everywhere, I feel your hug on me when I'm breaking, I hear your breathing next to me when I feel like nothing is worth it anymore.
I remember everyone saying I'd never been visibly happy before. Who, in so many years that they have known me, have never seen me so radiant with happiness. I remember saying that they were afraid that when you left, I would wither away and lose my shine again.
I was never happy, I never felt at home, I never felt loved... That was why I was so happy, I had you by my side, making me feel everything I never felt. For God's sake! How could I not love you from the beginning of our coexistence? You are everything I wanted my whole life and you were there, but I didn't see it... I had you with me after the worst relationship of my life and you were the friend who welcomed me into your arms and said "Everything will be fine". To this day I ask myself "Why didn't I meet him before I had so many wounds?" And I realize that, without them, I might not realize how unique you are.
Ok, I'm going to sleep and stop writing sweety things that might embarrass you publicly.