#ben gets personal

[kakashihasibs]

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[tonystarkisafruit]

I feel like as i get older my ADHD levels up. Not that i get more functional or something but like i unlock new Abilities

Like 5/6 years ago i would have said (and i did say) it is completely impossible to not have a thought going in ur head. You MUST be thinking something at all times. Even if it's just a song stuck in ur head. Which like i donno really says a lot about my state of mind then lmao

But now I've unlocked the power of no thoughts head empty. But like literally. Like I'll be sitting on the sofa staring at my phone and my husband will ask me what I'm thinking or doing and like the answer will be nothing.

I will have no idea how long i've been like that. Just fucking lights out. No one home. No. Thoughts.

And i gotta say no thoughts head empty is a vast improvement on all the thoughts all the time

[antifalink]

So i watched this video:

SO i absolutely love botw link. He is my 2nd favorite Link (TP link being my 1st. I love the farm boy).

One of the many reasons i love botw link so much is that he is canonically selectively mute. And, pretty severely so, which means that while he talks he doesn't talk much or very often.

So if link were to have proper full voice acting i have opinions on how his voice and diction should be like bc of my own ~*~*personal experience~*~*

So like I'm selectively mute (or well i was i haven't had an episode in many years so idk if i still am?). And when I was 15/16 i moved from my hometown with people i knew my whole life to a new school and state and ya boy fell into a depressive episode like no other. (There's a point to all of this promise)

I did next to nothing. I went to school bc my parents drove me and when i was at home i would lay in bed. I would hardly eat, shower, or speak for about a year. After a year i started eating and what not but i didn't really start talking again until senior year (about late 17/18 years old). For for all of 16 and nearly all of 17 i didn't say anything more than the little bit i could manage to get out here and there (which happened mostly at home)

(In fact, when i started speaking somewhat regularly and expressing emotions again classmates were shocked and got weirded out. But that's whatever)

After like 2 years of barely speaking my voice and diction were awful. Words that i used to have no problem with saying, i could barely pronounce anymore. My speech sounded halting and awkward. And that's with only two years of limited speaking.

Link has been functionally mute since he pulled the Master Sword at like age 12. That's potentially 5 years of only speaking in certain situations and with certain people.

(tl;dr) IF Link gets full voice acting it should be somewhat limited and he should sound awful. He should hesitate when saying slightly complex words. Work his sentences in such a way to avoid having to say actually complex words. And he should just struggle with it

[lakemichiganistrans]

Im procrastinating on my finals so i thought I'd show off the tiddy

[local-latterday]

2 nephi 2:25

hi i. am in love with this verse. "adam fell so that men might be; and men are, that they might have joy"

ok so legit uh this verse? is the only one i have memorized from the bom

im a new convert of three months. already, ive had my ups and downs but this verse always comes back to me and reminds me that things will be okay in the end

adam fell, for the greater good

i get a lot of messages from that

i see, in that verse, that even when im falling or have fallen, i can always help the people around me.

i also see that you have to fall in order to know what its like to fly,.

i Also see that even if you fall and feel like everything sucks, that, some time,, itll be okay. you can be happy again. even if it takes time.

[kakashihasibs]

Speaking of trans health care! As of yesterday I've had a dick for 2 whole years! :D and i could not have done it without state health insurance! :D

[kakashihasibs]

I don't know how tall i am. Every appointment they make me take off my shoes and every time I'm a different height. I've been telling people I'm 5'5" my whole adult life and I'm super not that. 5'6"? 5'6.5"??

[kakashihasibs]

When they gave me the drugs to start the knock out process i just started fuckin yappin. I could not shut up lol. Idk what got into me. Normally I'm pretty quiet and listening to what's going on but NOT THIS TIME.

I kept asking if I could yap at them or if they needed to focus and my OR nurse mostly was like 'yeah please yap away we love it :]' but the one time she was like, 'hold on let me focus' i managed to shut up for MAYBE a literal second and was back to yapping.

I was telling them about how smart and cool wasps are bc I have eastern yellow jacket queens tattooed on me. I told them about my top surgery. I was excited about the different positions you get put in for surgery, which was mostly me asking if i was going to be ass up (yes i was). I also kept asking about baby aspirin. Like i really wanted to be put on some????

They put the oxygen mask on me and i fucking kept going. They couldn't even hear me. They had to interrupt me and ask me to take three deep breaths which i sorta complied then right back to fucking yapping then i was gone.

WAIT! 😭 They knocked my ass out for the time out! I was supposed to be awake for that and they must have been like well he's not going to fucking focus or shut up long enough for a time out so GOODNIGHT