I'm confused on my gender again
I've been identifying as genderfluid for about 4 years and I added genderfaunet about a year or 2 ago
I'm not sure if I connect with those anymore, but I don't know what I am if I'm not that
I've identified as transmasc for as long as I've identified as genderfluid and I'm still sure about that part of my gender
In recent months I've also added transandrogynous and transandromasc, and I still feel connected to those too
I'm not a woman or girl or female or anything like that
I identify heavily with femininity, but that femininity is in no way related to being female
I identify with femininity in the way a man or nonbinary person would
I don't identify with anything that connects femininity to being female or a woman
Sometimes I'm more masc and sometimes I'm more fem and sometimes I'm in between, but I'm no longer sure if the fluidity is my gender or if it's just my presentation that is fluid
Lately, I've also had bouts of feeling genderless but I think that's just because my headmate Vis is hanging around a lot (it's transnull)
That's another thing, being a frontlocked system host makes figuring out my gender and sexuality much harder because my headmates feelings tend to blend into mine when they get near the front
