Berri

20 | He/H♡/It/Rot/Doll/D♡ll

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I wish it was possible to murder carpal tunnel

If carpal tunnel was a person, I'd dropkick 'em

[blueberri-buni]

My bsf called me a dragon the other day, and it made me happy :3

Specifically, she said that I'm a dragon, my room is my cave, and my stuff is my treasure

Accurate, yes, 100%

[blueberri-buni]

Fighting the urge to straight up tell my bf I wanna marry him 😔

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I don't get bothered when a human dies in a show/movie, but I can not watch an animal die or even get injured, I just can't handle it

Tbh I always felt like a bad person for not caring when a person dies in a movie, but when it happens to an animal, I need to take like a 5 minute break minimum just to recover lol

[blueberri-buni]

Broooo

Watching the first 11 seasons of a show in black and white and then out of no where you are flashbanged by season 12 episode 1 which is in full fucking color

Everything looks so fucking weird I hate it 😭

[blueberri-buni]

When you visualize your memories, are they in first, second, or third person?

First person point of view

Second person point of view

Third person point of view

Other? (No clue what that would be, so please elaborate /nf)

Voting ended onApr 14, 2025

I was just thinking about it earlier, and I realized that when I visualize my memories, they are always in the third person, which is odd given that I obviously experienced them in the first person.

I was curious if this is a normal thing or how many other people experience this

[blueberri-buni]

Piggyback ride :3

[blueberri-buni]

I want floppy bunny ears

I want a fluffy little tail

I want tiny paws

I wanna be an adorable little ball of fluff 😤

[blueberri-buni]

The urge to loaf is strong

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I'm a furby :p

[blueberri-buni]

The first thing my therapist said when I entered her office this morning was 'happy trans day of visibility' 🥹🏳️‍⚧️

[blueberri-buni]

I'm confused on my gender again

I've been identifying as genderfluid for about 4 years and I added genderfaunet about a year or 2 ago

I'm not sure if I connect with those anymore, but I don't know what I am if I'm not that

I'm trans, I know that

I've identified as transmasc for as long as I've identified as genderfluid and I'm still sure about that part of my gender

In recent months I've also added transandrogynous and transandromasc, and I still feel connected to those too

I'm not a woman or girl or female or anything like that

I identify heavily with femininity, but that femininity is in no way related to being female

I identify with femininity in the way a man or nonbinary person would

I don't identify with anything that connects femininity to being female or a woman

Sometimes I'm more masc and sometimes I'm more fem and sometimes I'm in between, but I'm no longer sure if the fluidity is my gender or if it's just my presentation that is fluid

Lately, I've also had bouts of feeling genderless but I think that's just because my headmate Vis is hanging around a lot (it's transnull)

That's another thing, being a frontlocked system host makes figuring out my gender and sexuality much harder because my headmates feelings tend to blend into mine when they get near the front

[blueberri-buni]

The problem with nonedible stuff being given a food type smell is that I now how have to try extra hard to not put it in my mouth

Like god damn does my blue raspberry scented slime smell fucking delicious but I can't even lick it 😭

[blueberri-buni]

Eeeeeee he makes me so giddy!!

[blueberri-buni]

AGHHHH I LOVE HIM SM!!

My bf is so sweet I can't 😭🥹

[blueberri-buni]

How do multiselves work?

I've been curious about them for a while but all I really see is flags, I haven't found anyone talking about how a multiself fuctions or how to make selves etc. etc.

Really I kinda just want to know more about individual experiences and such

I'm also already a system host so I'm curious if I wanted to have selves how that might work