out of my head and into your arms byĀ starcanopusĀ (1/1 | 2,650 | T)
āHeās going to rip my throat out with his teeth.ā Stiles says morbidly as he watches the werewolf move to the bench press and- oh god, how many fucking kilograms is that?
āThereās not going to be enough left of me remaining to identify my body with.ā
Heyo, really appreciate that you guys take your time to run this blog. Do you have any AU recs where Derekās a beta? Either in werewolf terms or A/B/O?
We only have Derek as a beta werewolf, not any A/B/O fic. We hope itās okay.
DEREK IS A BETA WEREWOLF
For My Flesh Had Turned to Fur, and My Thoughts Had Turned to You byĀ literaryoblivion
Theyāve known about the other pack for quite some time now. They know the pack is young and small, formed together more by accident and necessity than anything else. But, they havenāt done anything about them because theyāve been fairly quiet, kept to themselves, and havenāt caused any trouble.
That is until the Hales start hearing rumors about the McCall pack acquiring a very young and inexperienced but powerful witch.
So Alpha Hale sends her eldest son, Derek, for all intents and purposes, to spy on the McCall pack and their so-called witch, to see what the truth of the situation is.
So Shed Your Skin and Lets Get Started byĀ halfhardtorock
He's sixteen and in the woods on the wrong side of the town-line and he's so fucking fucked.
He knows he's not supposed to run, they teach that to you in preschool (don't run from a Were, back away slowly and walk with care), but they never told you how it would feel, standing alone in the dark with your heart beating in your throat as those glowing eyes tracked you from the shadows.
Iāve Got A Sure Thing byĀ skoosiepants
Stiles's water breaks ten miles outside of Beacon Hills.
Weave Soft Spells Over My Sight byĀ AgnesBlue
Derek had blossomed steadily over the past year, growing into his ears and turning even more handsome, if that were possible. But instead of going out and melting the panties off the girls, suddenly he was coming to Stiles all bashed in, demanding that he patch him up like Stiles was some freelance nurse. It was a familiar pattern by now.
AU in which Stiles has been living with the Hales for a few years as their assistant and friend. He needs to deal with Derek, who keeps coming to Stiles with bruises and cuts to be treated, while trying to figure out what the elderly alpha of the Hale pack is up to.
re-connect byĀ pineneedlepants
It takes Stiles six months to track Derek down into a wooden cabin in the middle of nowhere. He doesn't plan on bumping into Scott while he's trying to coax Derek into coming back to Beacon Hills with him, but his brother seems to have a knack in always appearing in the most convenient of times, when all the hard stuff has already been done.
Stiles thinks that, after all these years of Scott being on the road with Chris Argent, saving just-turned kids from other hunters, Scott should have had matured a lot since they've last seen each other. After a painfully slow trek through a blizzard and stumbling into Derek's cozy little den, Stiles realizes that maybe he's been holding a little too much hope over his brother's growth.
At least Derek is amendable to hearing Stiles' request. Even if Stiles does so while smothering Scott with a pillow to keep his scathing comments to himself.
Puppy Love byĀ Jerakeen
"You stole half the dogs in town," his dad says, hands on his hips. "I should arrest you."
"They're in protective custody," Stiles corrects him. He's trying to sound serious, but it's almost impossible when you have a Pomeranian eating your hair.
running with the wind byĀ thepsychicclam
Derek's been running and hopes he can find sanctuary in the Stilinski Pack's territory. The Alpha isn't the strong sheriff he thought he was, but a sarcastic awkward teenager that Derek finds he kinda hates.
Abominable byĀ Revenant
Where Derek buys a secluded cabin halfway up a mountain, meets a yeti and falls in love with Stiles, but not necessarily in that order.
Okay so this is how I wanted TW to end. I loved Derek as an alpha and Scott as a beta. He was better at being Derekās like, conscience. Scott being alpha nowā¦.man I canāt even imagine the pressure, but back to Sterek. I want Stiles to become a werewolf, were jaguar or kitsune. If not canon, I loved the werewolf!Stiles AUs with Stiles having blue eyes because of Allison's death and Donovanās. Or anything were!stiles. Plus arenāt were!Sterek beautiful. Derek as Stiles alpha because he had to change him after the possession. Or in the final season Kate nearly kills him and he has to be changed. Or hell he couldāve been changed last season or the end of season 5 and spent time with Derek season six controlling his powers and coming back with Derek, Jackson, and Ethan (Iām still not a fan of Jethan/Jathan because of Danny and the show only making them canon because they failed to make Sterek real if Sterek had become canon too and Danny never dated Ethan Iād be good.) in the final season.
But if we couldnāt have thatā¦I just really wanted to play with Stereks eyes. I plan on doing a red eye and blue eye, and alpha stiles edit as well. I just like playing with their eyes. Thatās all. Sterek all the way my friends. Oh and no negativity on my post. If youāre anti Sterek, Dylan, Hoechlin, please scroll on by.
So Iāve edited this post. Iāve added Alpha!Sterek, Beta Blue Sterek, Alpha Stiles and Beta Derek, Beta Blue and Stiles Alpha Derek, Kitsune Stiles and Beta Blue Derek, WereJaguar Stiles and Beta Blue Derek, Beta Yellow Stiles and Beta Blue Derek. I know it may seemed mixed up, but theyāre there lol. Hope you like my edits. A little visual of different versions of Sterek.Ā
Derek woke to the smell of coffee, rolling over in bed to find himself alone among the mess of blankets. He let out a weak groan as he got up, his feet hitting the floorboards with an ungraceful thud as he hoisted himself upright and dragged himself downstairs.
He crept into the kitchen where he found Stiles by the percolator, dressed in nothing more than his boxers and one of Derekās old shirts. He reached up for the cupboard above him, picking up two mugs and setting them down on the benchtop.
Derek couldnāt resist.
He stepped forward, his footsteps quiet and predatory as he crept over to Stilesā side. He set his hands on Stilesā hips, his soft lips brushing across the exposed patch of pale skin on his shoulder and littering kisses across his skin as he slowly worked his way up to his neck.
His hands trailed across to the boyās hips, his fingers brushing against the skin of his abs as they slowly trailed up beneath his shirt.
He felt Stiles flinch and pull away, ducking under Derekās arms and quickly pouring his coffee before retreating to the table, where a stack of police files were laid out; unsolved cases and ongoing investigations that his dad had asked him to consult on.
Derek let out a heavy sigh, his heart sinking into his stomach as he watched Stiles pull away from him and leave.
Derek poured his coffee and made his way over to Stilesā side. They chatted quietly like they did every morning, but their conversation died away as Stiles went to work, his dark eyes focused on his workāDerek knew that as soon as Stiles started work, there was no stopping him.
āWhy donāt you at least get dressed first,ā Derek whispered. He rose from his seat and stepped over to Stilesā side. He pressed tender kisses to the nape of his neck, trailing them up to his jaw and gently gnawing on Stilesā earlobe until the teen let out a soft moan. āWhy donāt we go have a nice warm shower?ā
Stiles flinched in his hold, leaning forward and pulling away from Derek as he said, āIāll have one later. You go ahead.ā
Derek let out a heavy sigh. He pressed a kiss to the top of Stilesā head before walking away. He clambered upstairs and picked up his phone. He scrolled through his contacts until he found the name he was looking for.
She answered on the third ring. āHello?ā
Derek didnāt bother with the pleasantries, he got straight to the point: āHow do you know when a relationshipās dead?ā
āWhatās going on?ā Lydia sked, her voice full of worry. āHas something happened between you and Stiles?ā
āI donāt know,ā Derek admitted. āHeās kind of⦠pulling away from me. Morning cuddles, kisses, sexual advances, everything. He just keeps pulling away.ā
āMaybe heās not feeling well and doesnāt want to get you sick?ā Lydia offered.
āIām a werewolf, Lydia, I donāt get sick.ā
āMaybe heās just stressed out with work,ā Lydia said. āYou know how he can get sometimes. Maybe he wants to get that over and done with so then he can give you all of his attention, not just some of it.ā
āMaybe,ā Derek muttered.
āDer, sweetheart, donāt let it get you down,ā Lydia said softly. āI might not know why heās acting weird, but if thereās one thing I do know itās that Stiles loves you more than the air he breathes. Just give him a little time to work through whatever it is that has him emotionally constipated.ā
Derek couldnāt help but smile at the last remark.
āIf he keeps it up then give me another call and Iāll slap some sense into him, okay?ā
Derek chuckled. āI donāt think thatāll be necessary, but thank you.ā
āKeep your chin up, sweetheart.ā
āThanks, Lydia,ā Derek replied before hanging up.
She had a point; Stiles tended to get āemotionally constipatedā over a lot of things. But that didnāt stop Derek from feeling isolated and touch starved.
Derek let out a heavy sigh and stripped off his shirt, tossing it into the laundry basket by the door before trudging into the bathroom for his shower.
Ā Ā āDerek?ā Stiles called from downstairs.
āYeah?ā
āCan you come here a minute please?ā
Derek made his way downstairs, eyeing Stiles suspiciously.
It had been five days now and this was the first time Stiles had addressed him.
āIs something up?ā Derek asked, his brow quirked.
Stiles drew in a deep breath and Derek could hear his heartbeat pounding against his ribs. His lips quivered for a moment before he finally said, āIām sorry for how Iāve been acting the past couple of days. It was rude and⦠Iām sorry. But I promise, the torture went both ways, I just really wanted this to be a surprise.ā
āWanted what to be a surprise?ā Derek asked.
He raised his brow higher in surprise as Stiles reached for the hem of his shirt and tugged it over his head.
He stoodāshirtlessābefore Derek, his chest rising and falling with anxious breaths as his chocolate brown eyes sparkled.
Derekās eyes fell to his chest, the pale patch of skin that sat over his racing heart. On his skin was a swirl of black ink: three spirals radiating out into a triskelion.
āWhat do you think?ā Stiles asked timidly.
Derek was lost for words. He let a short breath fall past his lips as he stepped over to Stilesā side, cupping his cheeks and crushing their mouths together.
He pulled back slightly and trailed the kisses down along Stilesā jaw, across his neck and down his chest, lingering on every tender kiss while his hands travelled up Stilesā side and explored every inch of skin.
He felt Stilesā chest rise and fall with baited breaths, stilling as Derekās lips brushed over the tattoo.
His eyes flicked up to meet Stilesā, the beta blue glow overwhelming his senses as he whispered, āMine.ā
//This is a fic I wrote for the @stereksummerexchange as a gift for @theydraggedmein, who wrote an incredible prompt. Itās the longest thing Iāve written to date!!! Iād love to hear yāallās feedback <3//
SUMMARY:
When a group of sinister men attempt to kidnap Stiles Stilinski from the Brooklyn apartment he shares with his stepsister, Lydia, Stiles is forced to activate a spell that translocates him to where he'll be safest.
Derek Hale isn't sure what to do about the soaking wet young man he finds wandering down a Beacon County roadside during the middle of a thunderstorm, but he feels compelled to help him. There's something about Stiles that Derek finds fascinating, and before long the two become embroiled in each other's lives.
Despite the threat to his life and the sudden upheaval of everything he's ever known, Stiles is having a hard time feeling too upset about that.
1.
The void goes on forever. There is no sound, no light, no sense of time or motion. He floats in a nowhere place, defined by the absence of anything but a cold that is so absolute it becomes a weight. It bears down on him, snaking into his bones, his heart, his mind. He can feel the very foundation of his being cracking under that gelid pressure. Thoughts and memories coalesce, become amorphous and vague. He tries to open his mouth to scream, but physicality feels like the dream of a stranger, and with a jolt of horror he realizes that he can't remember where his mouth is.
The agony goes on and on until he knows, without any doubt, that it will destroy him. The void will break him down until there's nothing left but spare parts, and it will truly, finally, be the end of him.
And then, completely without warning, he wakes up.
Consciousness hits Stiles like a sledgehammer. He gasps, the ragged tearing sound of his own inhalation nearly deafening him as he rolls onto his stomach. He swallows down the taste of bile and curls into the fetal position, trying valiantly not to throw up. The cool air stings his throat as he takes in desperate, greedy breaths, struggling to rein in the trembling of his limbs. Every nerve in his body is screaming, hypersensitive to the point of physical pain. He whimpers at the taste of his own tongue, reels at the sensation of his blood pounding through his veins. Never has he been so aware of his own heartbeat.
The smell of rich wet soil fills Stilesā nose as he attempts to blink the phosphenes out of his eyes, and it takes him a long, terrifying moment to reassure himself that he hasnāt gone blind; the sky overhead is dark. Itās the middle of the night here, wherever here is, and because his entire life has been one example of Murphyās Law after another, rain is pouring out of the pitch-black sky in unending sheets, plastering his hair to his face and soaking through the layers of his clothes.
Slowly, and with the help of a nearby sapling, Stiles levers himself first onto his knees, and then fully, if awkwardly, upright. He battles back another wave of nausea as he performs a cursory check for bodily damage.
All things considered, heās managed to come out okay. The knife wound on his forearm is still bleeding sluggishly, so he tears a strip off of the hem of his t-shirt and binds it sloppily around the incision. He tries to ignore the way his fingers fumble and shake. The back of his head is throbbing where one of his would-be kidnappers had walloped him, and he hisses in pain as he tentatively pokes at the lump. In his torso thereās the sharp, persistent burn of a broken rib, probably sustained as the result of the fall from his second story bedroom window, but his legs are miraculously free of any injury other than what feels like a bone-deep bruise. He hopes that the relative easiness of his breathing means that the rib hasnāt punctured anything important.
The rancid cherry on top of the shit cake that has so far been his day reveals itself when, in an attempt to get his bearings, he holds out a hand and murmurs a conjuring of light. Where there should have been a globe of steady warm illumination, only a weak hiccupping glow flickers in and out of the air above his dirty palm. Stiles lets his eyes fall shut in dismay. Ā His reserves must be almost completely dry. He can barely feel his magic, a guttering flame in his mindās eyeā even the booster runes tattooed along the dip of his navel are kicked. A shudder trips up his spine, and he wraps his arms tightly around himself to ward it off, chilled by more than the rain and the coolness of the night air.
Light blossoms in the distance, cascading through the backdrop of trees with the accompanying hiss of tires on pavement. Stiles flinches away instinctively, fear and pain constricting his lungs before he forces himself to take slow, intentional breaths. If all has gone the way heād planned, logical certainty dictates that wherever he is, heās far away from the people who had come for him in his crappy little apartment in Greenpoint.
The incantation had been over six months in the making, after a truly disconcerting bit of fortune telling courtesy of an oracle in Astoria. The prediction had been given as part payment for a tidy bit of warding heād done along the storefront of the seerās newly opened bakery.
Stiles had sat at one of the rickety tables near the big picture window, surreptitiously brushing flaky crumbs of phyllo dough off his chest. The oracle, a Greek woman of indiscernible age who had introduced herself as Pythia, had sat across from him and stared out into the middle distance, dark eyes turning vacant and distant. Slowly, and to his alarm, her irises had begun to shrink, first to the size of her pupils, and then to the size of pins. Soon, all that had been left was the unblemished white of the sclera.
āYou are wanted,ā she had said, the words hissing out of her like they were travelling a very far distance. āBut it is not you that they want. They know what lies sleeping in your depths. They are the invaders, the desecrators. They will come for you, and you will unravel.ā
Until that moment, Stiles had scoffed at most assertions of fortune-telling, finding little to no evidence to substantiate those claims. Despite this, there had been something about the look on the oracleās face that had shaken him. She had patted his hand, pitying, perhaps, or regretful, but still completely resigned to the outcome of her prediction.
āSorry,ā she had said. āYou are a sweet boy, and I knew your mother. If I could, I would have given you a better fortune. A long, happy life. Adventure, family, romance with a dark-haired stranger. At least now you have a bit of time, to prepare.ā
And prepare he had. If there is one thing Stiles is good at, itās having a plan. Heād thrown himself into research, and after six months of wading through magical theory, heād developed a prototype. A little bit of blood coupled with the right words and his own special brand of intent, and Stiles would be transported instantly to the place where he would be safest. It had been a completely unorthodox marriage of blood magic and highly theoretical teleportation metaphysics, and once Stiles figures out where he is and has a moment to repress the soul-shattering horror of the void he'd traveled through to get here, heās going to find the time to be very impressed with himself.
The distant car passes without incident, and Stiles lets out a tense breath. Standing in the dark getting soaked is not helping his current situation, no matter how attached heās gotten to the tree heās been using as a crutch. He needs to find civilization, needs to try to get word back to Lydia so that she knows he isnāt dead, needs to find a place with a hot shower. With a grunt, he gives the trunk of the sapling an affectionate pat, and then begins the slow and painful trek towards the road.
2.
Derek wonders sourly if thereās anyone out there having a worse night than he is. Rain floods out of the sky in biblical quantities, making it nearly impossible to seeā the Camaroās wipers are doing their best, but itās a losing battle. The storm had already been in full swing by the time he had beat a hasty retreat from his now very ex-girlfriendās apartment in Redding, and the deluge seems to have no intention of letting up anytime soon. If the visibility gets any worse, heāll have to pull over and wait for the storm to pass. Derek squints out into the night and tries not to draw any parallels between the weather and the current state of his love life.
His phone begins to buzz in the passenger seat, and for one tempting moment Derek considers letting himself believe that he canāt hear it over the pounding of the rain. He glances over and sees the smiling face of his beloved older sister on the incoming call screen, and bites back a groan. If he doesn't pick up, Laura will just keep calling, and Derek knows from experience that if she still can't get ahold of him, she'll just show up at his house. Better to answer now and get it out of the way. Ā Derek slides his thumb along the answer bar and transfers the call to the Camaroās Bluetooth function, letting the phone drop onto his lap as he navigates a tricky curve in the road.
āLaura, Iām drivingā,ā he begins, and then winces when her voice fills the carās interior, shrill with righteous indignation.
āDerek Edmund Hale, how could you!ā
And this is why you should never date your sisterās friends.
āLook, Laura, Iāā
āJennifer is a wonderful person! You two were perfect together!ā
āLauāā
āSheās smart, beautiful, and very career oriented! What more could you possibly ask for?ā
āMaybe you should date her,ā Derek mutters, and then before Laura can finish drawing in an outraged breath he adds, āpersonally, I prefer it when the person Iām seeing isnāt also hooking up with their ex.ā
For one blessed moment, silence reigns aside from the pounding of the rain. Then, with a remarkable show of adaptability, Laura snarls,
āThat fucking bitch.ā
āLanguage,ā Derek says absently. āYou have tiny ears in your house.ā
āThe kids are asleep,ā Laura huffs dismissively. āI could parade through the living room with a marching band and they wouldnāt notice. Stop trying distract me.ā
āIām not,ā he lies. āBut, Laura, itās fine.ā
āI disagree,ā Laura growls. āI think I should rip out her spleen and feed it to her. How could she?ā
Sheās your sister, he reminds himself. Sheās your last remaining family member in the world and you love each other, and that means not throttling her when sheās being overbearing and self-righteous.
āLaura,ā he says calmly, āI promise you that it isnāt that big of a deal. Iām not even that upset. Ultimately, Jennifer and I didnāt like each other very much. It was going to end either way. I think we only kept up the charade because we were both afraid of disappointing you.ā
Thereās a stiff pause on the other end of the line, and Derek viciously stomps down on a pang of guilt. Laura has been butting her head into his love life since heās been old enough to understand why certain people made his face get all red. She means wellā Laura is truly incapable of meaning otherwiseā but over the years her machinations have led to disastrous and mortifying results for Derek. Heās hoping that this time, sheāll take the hint.
āShe still deserves to rot in hell,ā Laura mutters finally, but it sounds like the wind has definitely been taken out of her sails.
āLook, can we talk about this tomorrow?ā Derek squints, trying to make out a blob of color that his lights have just picked up in the distance. The implacable rain is making it incredibly difficult to discern what the shape could be. A person walking along the side of the road, maybe? He hasnāt passed any broken-down cars, and the last rest stop was about fourteen miles back, so it seems bizarre for there to be someone wandering around out here. He hesitates, and then eases his foot onto the break. āI have to go, thereās someone on the road.ā
āWhat?ā Lauraās voice goes Alpha sharp with alarm. āHave they been hit?ā
āI donāt think so,ā he says slowly. He can see clearer now that heās slowed down some. Itās a guy, he thinks, walking just off the shoulder of the road, hunched down into himself to keep the rain out of his eyes. āI think heās lost. Iām going to see if he needs help. Call you in the morning.ā
āDerek, wait,ā Laura begins, but Derek has already ended the call.
He pulls up alongside the walking person, schooling his features into what he hopes is a friendly expression before rolling down the passengerās side window.
āHey, there,ā he calls, leaning across the gearshift to get a closer look at the drenched figure. āYou okay? Need a ride?ā
The guyās shoulders tense at Derekās words, and he turns to face the car slowly, like heās afraid of what he might see. Itās dark as hell out there, but in the reflected glow of his headlights Derek can make out a white angular face under a sopping mop of dark hair. Young, but maybe not as young as he looksā thereās a hint of a tattoo on the sliver of pale throat poking out from the guyās hoodie.
āYou some kind of crazy murderer, or what?ā the kid asks. He shuffles closer to the car, mouth twisting into an unimpressed grimace.
āWhat?ā
Derek blinks at him, thrown by the bluntness of the question. The kid huffs and makes an odd gesture with his hands, leaning in to meet Derekās gaze with a hard stare. His eyes, a tawny brown that might have been warm under different circumstances, are huge in his pale face, rain water dripping from his long lashes and off the upturned slope of his nose. A few drops hit the leather interior of the passenger door with an audible splat. He looks too young to be out in the middle of nowhere by himself, and painfully exhausted, so when he finally speaks, Derek is startled by the intensity in his voice.
āBear you any ill will unto me?ā
Ah. So, the kid is a lunatic. Derek should have known better. What kind of person goes for a walk in the pouring rain at midnight? Still, heās a little offended. He opens his mouth to tell the kid so, and is therefore completely flummoxed when what he says is,
āI bear you no ill will.ā
They stare at each other a little more, rain now fully soaking through the remaining dry patches of the kidās hoodie. And why are there dry patches? Itās been pouring for hours, and there isnāt anything but woods along this stretch of road. Derek wonders if the kid has been in some kind of accident. The very tip of his pink tongue rests against the bow of his upper lip as he inhales, like heās tasting the truth of Derekās words.
āOkay,ā he says, finally. āCool. No hospitals.ā
And before Derek can ask him what he means, the kidās eyes roll back into his head and he crumples like a discarded toy onto the pavement.
Sorry if you already answered this but do you headcanon Derek as an Alpha or Beta??? Or is Laura the Alpha?
It really depends on the story, I think. If Lauraās around then sheās the Alpha, thereās really no getting around that. (Unless she dies and is resurrected later *slides eyes guiltily toward my SilverClaw plot*)
But on his own, I can happily see Derek as either an Alpha or a beta. If heās a beta then heās technically an omega, I guess, because I donāt see him submitting to anyone besides Talia or Laura (or possibly Stiles if the storyās well done, in a universe where Stiles is an Alpha). And I think he could be really content like that āā existing outside the core pack structure, just doing his own thing and helping out where he can and learning how to really be happy. As far as Alpha!Derek goes, I completely believe that with time and the right support he could have learned to be an amazing Alpha. Season two displayed hints of that potential, past all the mistakes caused by inexperience and the host of traumas running through him constantly.
I also like the idea of beta!Derek acting as Alpha to Isaac, Jackson, and Cora (and adopted orphan pups!!) as a twist on the early show dynamic, where Derek was the Alpha and Scott had the unconventional pack.
So I guess I see him as either beta!Derek to Laura, omega!Derek off to the side of a main pack (or just relocating happily somewhere with Stiles), or alpha!Derek with a newfound calm and a loving pack to support him.
Iāve been so nervous to post this entry for @sterek-bingo - A/B/O is not something I ever envisaged myself writing if Iām honest! Having said that, I had a lot of fun with it, so hopefully it will be enjoyed!
This story was written for the A/B/OĀ square on my BINGO card. (AO3 link here).
Itās All Greek To Me
PROLOGUE
āWhatās it like?ā Derek asked Laura on her sixteenth birthday. He was only two years younger than her, and back when neither of them knew what it would really feel like to Present, sheād promised to describe it to him in glowing detail. āWhat does it feel like?ā
She had an odd, blissful smile on her face. āIt feels⦠Oh, God, Derek, I canāt describe it! I can sense everything. Itās like everything has about ten times more life in it than before.ā She looked around, brushing her fingers against the broad spongy leaves of the aloe vera plant on the windowsill. āI can sense it all,ā she said again, sounding almost reverent.
āDo you know?ā he pressed. āWhat you are?ā
Laura beamed at him. The routine blood test, the one that everyone took on their sixteenth birthday, would confirm whether or not his sister was Alpha or Omega, but people usually had some sort of idea of their orientation anyway. āAlpha, I think,ā she said, like that was some massive surprise. Nearly all the Hales were Alpha; only Derekās father and his uncle Peter were the rarer, prized Omegas.
Derek pushed out his bottom lip. āIt sucks that I have to wait another two years to find out,ā he pouted.
āAw, poor little Der-Bear,ā Laura giggled, ducking away as he swatted her shoulder. āDonāt worry, Der, at least you find out before Cora.ā
*
PART ONE ā NINE YEARS LATER
It was Lauraās wedding day, and Derek was supposed to be happy for her. He was happy for her. Of course he was happy for her. Sheād found her soulmate, her other half, the Omega that was meant for her like heād been designed exactly to fit her, and after five years together, they were finally getting married.
He was happy for her. Like, at least 90%, to borrow a Friends quote. Maybe 85%, at a push.
It was just⦠watching Laura and Keith together⦠kind of sucked. In a big way. They fit so, so well together; that was the whole point. Keith was the perfect match for Laura. Apparently, when sheād met him, it was like the whole world exploded with fireworks. He was her Omega, and no matter what happened, they could never be anything less than perfect together.
That was the blessing of being Alpha and Omega. You could find your perfect match; you could use those heightened senses to discover your soulmate.
And that was the curse of being Beta. That you couldnāt.
Derek still flinched when he remembered his sixteenth birthday. Heād been so excited, so enthusiastic to find out what he would Present as. Unlike Laura, heād had no real sense one way or the other. One the one hand, heād always been shy, less dominant than his two sisters, so he thought he might be Omega ā but on the other, he was, in Lauraās words āannoyingly headstrongā, so he could just as easily be Alpha.
He wanted that moment that Laura had described to him. He wanted to feel the world coming alive around him, to be able to sense the presence of his soulmate, to have heightened senses and raunchy exciting heats like everyone else. Heād seen it happen all around him; he wanted to feel it.
Heād waited, breath held in anticipation, for the results of the test. And theyād come, unmistakeable.
He wasnāt Alpha or Omega. He was a Beta.
Betas were incredibly rare; it was akin to being born with some sort of physical defect. A freak occurrence of biology. All the special extra senses that everyone else had were missing in him. He would never get to experience any of it.
He was just⦠ordinary.
He would never have a wedding like this.
āHey, dude, watch out, massive tray of glasses coming through,ā sang out a voice behind him, and Derek turned to see that yes, there was the most enormous tray covered in very precious-looking glassware being wielded by a skinny waiter wearing thick-rimmed glasses and a big smile. He jumped hastily out of the way, and the waiter put the tray down on the table behind him.
āThank fuck,ā the waiter said in relief. āSorry, man.ā
Derek lifted one shoulder and lowered it again awkwardly. āNo problem.ā
The waiter squinted at him. āAre you in the wedding party?ā
āBrideās brother,ā Derek said.
āCool,ā the waiter said. He looked around the large reception room; there was a collection of waiters and waitresses laying the tables, putting out silverware and napkins and carrying in enormous table displays of peonies and lilies. āLooks like itās going to be a good day.ā
Silence fell, because Derek didnāt particularly feel like agreeing with that. It did look good ā the flowers were elegant and beautiful, the tablecloths pristine, the cake ā standing on its own table in the corner ā absolutely stunning. He knew that once the ceremony actually started, he would be able to put down the morose jealousy that he was feeling and just concentrate on giving Laura the best day possible, but until then, he was giving himself license to be as grumpy as he wanted.
āIām Stiles,ā the waiter said. Derek turned in surprise; he hadnāt actually realised the guy was still there.
āWhat the hell is a Stiles?ā he said before he could stop himself. The waiter ā Stiles, apparently ā snorted.
āTrust me, my real name is worse,ā he said. He paused. āAnd you areā¦?ā
āOh,ā Derek said awkwardly. āDerek. Derek Hale.ā
āThat was very James Bond of you,ā Stiles observed. āThough if you were going to make it really authentic, you would have said, āHale. Derek Haleā.ā He chuckled lightly at his own joke; when Derek was a little late joining in, he said curiously: āNo opinions on the Bond franchise?ā
Derek shifted uncomfortably. āI liked Sean Connery,ā he said, and then felt stupid for saying it. Social interaction had never come particularly easily to him.
Stiles, however, didnāt seem to have noticed his awkwardness. āYeah, Conneryās the original,ā he said easily. He grinned salaciously. āDaniel Craig, thoughā¦ā He winked at Derek, which had the effect of completely flooring him.
It wasnāt like Derek had never had a relationship before. Thereād been Paige, an Omega heād dated on and off through high school, and Kate ā but he wouldnāt think about Kate ā and then a brief fling with Duke ā an Alpha ā at college. But it had never led to anything serious. How could it? They had their soulmates to find. Derek had no one. So now, faced with this lanky waiter that was, Derek was starting to realise, stupidly attractive, he found himself completely tongue-tied.
āYeah, he was hot,ā he managed to say, his voice wooden, and Stiles laughed like heād said something hilarious. Which he hadnāt.
āStiles!ā a voice called from across the room; one of the waitresses, a pretty red-haired girl, was gesturing impatiently for him to get back to work.
āComing!ā he called. He looked at Derek. āGotta go,ā he said, and was it Derekās imagination, or did he actually sound regretful about that? āMaybe Iāll see you later.ā
āSee you,ā Derek said, too late, because Stiles was already gone.
*
FIRST INTERLUDE
Kate had always smiled at him at school, even when he and Paige were involved. She must have known he was Beta ā everyone knew he was Beta ā but she always acted like it didnāt matter. Like maybe she could like him anyway.
It was during one of his and Paigeās āoffā periods that she approached him. She was an Alpha, and it showed; she was confident, cocky really, marching around school tossing her beautiful blonde hair and smiling with those white, white teeth at him. She made excuses to touch him, stroked his chest, kissed his cheek. Touched his hair. For the first time since heād found out his Presentation, he actually felt like someone could love him. Like he was worth something.
He lost his virginity to her in the back of Lauraās Camero, which thankfully was something she never found out about. She was pliant and soft in his arms, gasping his name, and afterwards they lay on the leather seats with their sweat sticking them together and their legs tangled up.
She told him he was special, that she cared about him.
And then she never spoke to him again.
Heād thought, at first, that it was some mistake. Perhaps sheād thought he was an Omega. Perhaps sheād mistaken him for her soulmate. Perhaps ā his heart leapt at the idea ā he really was her soulmate, but she wasnāt certain because of his Beta Presentation.
Then he heard her talking to her friend Julia behind the school. They were laughing as Kate recounted how she had slept with him. āFunā, she called it. Just light-hearted fun. Something to pass the time. Julia snorted in amusement as Kate ruthlessly described how emotional heād been afterwards, how sheād pretended that it meant something to her just to play with his poor inexperienced heart. Now, she said, she could cross āsleeping with a Betaā off her bucket list.
He never knew if she meant him to hear or not. It didnāt matter. He just slipped away, trying to pretend that his heart wasnāt cracking into a thousand pieces, and he never, ever let himself get attached to anyone else ever again.
*
PART TWO ā NOW
Derek was drunk. Drunk was nice. Drunk was comfortable. He could dance when he was drunk, and his limbs actually moved with some fluidity rather than looking as though he was being manoeuvred by a particularly unskilled puppeteer. He could talk to people when he was drunk.
Right now, he was talking to Stiles.
āNo, no, no,ā he said, probably too loudly, but he didnāt care. āItās⦠whatās the word? Edgier! DC is edgier than Marvel. Everyone knows that.ā
Stiles, although not drunk, was just as involved in the conversation. āWhich one has the enormous movie franchise behind them? Which one has, like, eight TV shows and a billion movies?ā
āDC has loads of stuff too!ā Derek exclaimed, his hands waving around in the air. A little bit of wine slopped over the edge of his glass. āArrow, and Supergirl, and Legends of Tomorrowā¦ā
āNone of which even compare to Jessica Jones,ā Stiles argued. āAnd none of which have Chris fucking Evans, man, come on!ā
āEw, you have the hots for Evans?ā Derek said in disgust. āIf youāre going to pick someone, at least go for, like, Bucky Barnes.ā
āYeah, you like him?ā Stiles said in amusement. Heād said he was on break, but theyād been talking for at least an hour and a half, so Derek was suspicious.
He nodded woozily. āYeah, heās all, like, cute,ā he said. āHeās got cute eyes and a cute smile.ā He paused, considering. āLike you!ā
Stiles grinned at him. āLike me?ā
Derek nodded firmly. āYup.ā
āDerek,ā Stiles said, and then hesitated, biting his lower lip. He looked especially pretty when he was doing that. āDo you want to⦠I mean, would you like to go out? With me? Like, not here?ā
And just like that, Derek felt like all the effects of the alcohol had been removed, like someone dropping a sledgehammer onto his chest. Carefully, he put his wine glass down.
It had been so nice to forget, just for a while.
āI canāt,ā he said quietly. āIām sorry.ā
āShit,ā Stiles said. āDid I totally misread this? Iām so sorry, dude. Are you straight? Are you with someone? Man, Iām a douchebagāā
āIām not straight and Iām not with anyone,ā Derek interrupted, because he had to put Stiles out of his misery. āItās just⦠youāve probably figured out that Iām Beta, and I ā Iāve had enough of it.ā
Stiles was looking closely at him. āEnough of what?ā
āOf being the in-between guy,ā Derek said honestly. āOne day youāll meet your soulmate, and thatās great, but I donāt want to be the guy that gets his heart broken when that happens.ā
āDerekāā Stiles began, and then stopped. He took a breath. āDonāt you think the whole soulmate thing is a bit⦠antiquated?ā
Derek blinked at him. āWhat?ā
āI mean, I know it happens,ā Stiles said hurriedly. āAnd Iām not, like, dissing anyone that finds someone that way. I mean, look at your sister. But donāt you ever think that, like⦠I mean, I donāt want to be with someone because some freaky otherworldly sense tells me I should be. I want to be with someone because thatās what I want.ā
Now Derek was starting to feel annoyed. āItās easy to say that when you actually get to choose,ā he said angrily. āI donāt have that option. No one will ever want to be with me when their actual soulmate is out there somewhere. Iām a freak.ā
āYouāre not a freak,ā Stiles said. āJust like Iām not a freak.ā
āOf course youāre not a freak,ā Derek said bitterly. āYouāre normal. Fuck this, Stiles. I have to go.ā
*
SECOND INTERLUDE
He could still remember the only other Beta he had ever met.
Heād been out having lunch with Laura, and sheād suddenly squeezed his arm and gestured frantically to the retreating back of the waitress who had just served them.
āShe smells like you,ā sheād hissed excitedly. āDerek, sheās Beta!ā
He knew why she was so eager. His only chance of happiness would be with another Beta, with someone else like him. She was desperate for him to approach the waitress, to introduce himself, to fall in love the old-fashioned way.
He didnāt. It just felt too⦠pathetic. Settling for some girl that he didnāt even find particularly attractive, just because of her Presentation.
He never saw her again. And he never met another Beta.
*
PART THREE ā NOW
Derek had never had a worse hangover in his entire fucking life. His head literally felt like it was being hammered by several thousand rocks; his throat was raw from throwing up multiple times in the night, and his whole body was shaky and exhausted.
āYouāre a mess,ā Cora told him, sounding extremely unimpressed, which was easy for her since she didnāt drink. She shook her head at him. āWhat even happened to you last night? I didnāt see you leave.ā
āFelt sick,ā Derek croaked, reaching out with a trembling hand for the glass of water by his bed. The glass was cool against his sweaty skin.
Cora laughed, very cruelly in Derekās opinion. āI did see you talking to that cute waiter,ā she said. āWant to tell me about him?ā
āNot even slightly,ā Derek said firmly. Cora grinned.
āAre you going to see him again?ā she asked.
Derek struggled to sit up, sipping his water. āOf course not,ā he said dismissively. āYou know I canāt.ā
She stared at him. āWhy not?ā
āIām not dating anymore,ā he told her. āIām sick of waiting around for the people I date to find their soulmates. Itās too exhausting.ā
It was Cora, so it wasnāt like he expected a lot of sympathy, but still it was a surprise when she said bluntly: āWell, thatās just pathetic.ā
āWhat?ā he said stupidly.
āIt is!ā she exclaimed. āHe was cute, and he obviously liked you. Are you going to spend your whole life worrying about, like⦠biology⦠or are you going to just get out there and live it?ā
Derek thought about it. āFuck,ā he said. āIām an idiot.ā
āHey, Cor,ā he said persuasively. āYou think you could find the number for the catering company for me?ā
*
THIRD INTERLUDE
āThere are Alphas and Omegas who turn their backs on their soulmates and just fall in love,ā Derekās mother told him, which quite honestly sounded like exactly the kind of bullshit someone who would never have to worry about it would say. āNot everyone meets their soulmate. It is possible to find love, Derek.ā
Derek didnāt believe a word of it. Paige had told him, regretfully, that she needed to focus on her studies now that they were all leaving for college; he knew that what she really meant was that she needed to focus on finding the person she was supposed to be with. āLucky me,ā he said to his mother. āI get to be someoneās consolation prize.ā
āDerek,ā Talia said firmly. āYou are no oneās consolation prize.ā
*
PART FOUR ā NOW
There was an insistent knocking on Stilesā front door, persisting even after several minutes of alternately ignoring and yelling at it. Finally, still grumbling under his breath, he swung out of bed and shuffled through the apartment to the hallway.
āWhat?ā he snapped as he swung the door open. Only to stop talking abruptly, his mouth hanging open.
Standing in front of him was Derek, the incredibly cute Beta heād spent all night talking at the wedding heād worked, before heād been firmly rejected on the basis of fucking biology.
āHi,ā Derek said awkwardly. Stiles had to stop himself from smiling; he found Derekās social awkwardness ridiculously fucking endearing.
āDerek,ā he said cautiously. āHow⦠What are you doing here?ā
Derek shifted nervously from one foot to another. āYour co-worker gave me your address,ā he said. āLydia. She also told me sheād kill me if I pulled another stunt like last night.ā
āYou should believe her,ā Stiles told him.
āI do,ā Derek assured him. There was a long, uncomfortable silence. Then Derek said: āIāve been thinking about what you said.ā
Stiles bit his lip. āWhich part?ā
āThe part where you said you wanted to be with someone because it was what you wanted,ā Derek said in a rush. āI thought⦠Iāve never had anyone want to be with me, Stiles.ā
āI do,ā Stiles said, which was probably way too much for, like, the second time theyād even met, but fuck it.
Derek didnāt seem to mind; he flashed a blindingly beautiful smile at Stiles. āMe too,ā he said shyly. He ducked his head. āAnd I donāt⦠I donāt care if youāre Alpha, Omega, or anything in between. I just want to give this a shot.ā
āYeah?ā Stiles said. Derek nodded. Stilesā cynical mouth said: āI thought that meant you were a freak.ā
āIām not a freak,ā Derek with certainty. He looked fucking⦠strong. And beautiful. Stiles grinned.
āSo who are you?ā he asked.
Derek gave him a crooked, lovely smile. He was blushing.
āThe nameās Hale,ā he said. His eyes sparkled. āDerek Hale.ā