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[maximillionharris]

journal entry .O1 | the eighteenth of september

Hello doctor. 

In the grand scheme of things, this is where I'm undoubtedly supposed to tell you about all the tremendously exciting things I've done since my acclimation with the other patients. But I've never been fond of doctors or their schemes, so let's not waste each other's time.

Are you really so fond of me that our therapy sessions simply arn't enough anymore? Or, rather, is this supposed to be the secret passage into some mysterious, unexplored recess of my mind? Oh, tsk. You should know it won't be quite so easy - I like to make my dogs work for their rewards. And considering I'll probably be here for quite some time, I wouldn't want to give away everything too quickly. Where would the fun in that be? But don't worry, I'll play your game, in good time.

But be careful, or I might just end up winning it.

- Maximillion Harris

[nicole-ivy-peterson]

Journal entry. 27/5/13

I've discovered how much I hate lockdowns. And how intimidating and scary they are. Sure, its kind of quiet for once, which is nice. But after a little while, the quiet becomes too much. Almost deafening.

[nicole-ivy-peterson]

Journal entry. 20/5/13

I've been feeling a little more at ease here. That kind of scares me. Im usually alone all of the time but since I came here I've slowly been spending a lot more time with other people. I met a really nice girl called Sierra. Despite the fact that she is a serial killer, she is actually really sweet. Its nice to have a friend. Well, I think we are friends.

[nicole-ivy-peterson]

Journal entry. 13/5/13

I don't see the point in being forced into writing in this. Do you people honestly think that I am actually going to write how I'm feeling in here? If I was going to keep a journal, it would be a private one. I prefer my thoughts to be kept private.

[nicole-ivy-peterson]

Journal entry. 5/5/13

This week I've been trying a lot of new things. Its scary, but Im really happy. I feel like I've finally started growing up. Stopped acting like such a child and realised that I can't stay this way forever. Sure, I had an anxiety attack this week, but I can deal with that. Im used to dealing with that. If it means that I can start getting better, then so be it. There are a lot of new people that I've met, and some of them are really nice. Im sad that they have to come here for their various reasons but Im also really happy that I get to meet some of these people. 

[sebastian-soultanian-blog]

Journal 01/04/13

But Pippa thinks I'm going to leave her and forget about her. I'd never do that, she's my best friend.