bill seacaster's relationship with his son is insane btw. like. he gave him everything. and nothing. he gave him a shadow to stand under as well as a pedestal up in the clouds. he threatened to kill fabian at least two times before he died and that's only counting what we know. he's bill's darling boy. patricide runs in the family. ("i thought you were just going to be me.") bill slammed fabian's head against the hard floor of a prison cell. ("a way for me to live forever.")
it just. drives me insane. the love bill gives fabian is so fucked up and soaked in blood and the weight of the legend that is Bill Seacaster that it's a miracle and a testament to Fabian's heart and love for his father that he isn't even angry at him— he just wanted him to understand.
understand the weight of the expectations, the legacy, the enemies made past and present. the weight of the loneliness and the empty manor. the weight so heavy it makes him broadcast his voice to all of hell on the off-chance that his Papa will head his call.
love that says i'll kill you before you kill me but also you're the only one that can. love that says i'd scrub my name off this world for you but if you want me to bring you back to life that's X amount of gold pieces.
what the FUCK.















