#binary star posting

[colorfulpaintspills]

THE UNIVERSE IS THE MASTERMIND

AND I AM IT'S PUPPET

Art Trade with my qpp, @gl1tched-g0th for her Outer Wilds sideblog, @laniakeas-horizon !! Myoss belongs to her!

The pathetic girl with mental plagues<3

Check out her part of the trade here !!

[gl1tched-g0th]

OH SHIT THAT REBLOG WAS FRESH OFF OF THE FACTORY RAILINGS GOOD MORNING GIRL😭

HEHAHAHAHA HIII MY BINARY STAR HII ILYY <3 /p

[mindscape-neighborhood]

Nothing makes me laugh harder then seeing my qpp and her co host get bullied by the other co host and local body stabilizer bc they exhausted the body while she was out of front for a few hours.../silly -💙

[gl1tched-g0th]

"You can't have a QPR and romantic relationship at the same time!!" Okay well tell that to my partner and wife. Who I both love btw

[gl1tched-g0th]

Having a partner system (@mindscape-neighborhood hi :3) is so fun cause its like.

Two alters are married and openly flirt with each other to the point sometimes we think they're gonna outright get freaky with each other on the spot (And sometimes they HAVE)

Two other alters are in a romantic relationship as well but one of them is asexual while the other jokes about making her slip into her native language purely to make her brain crash

The hosts are in a QPR and one of them also has a romantic partner who isnt part of the QPR but supports it

And then there are the aroace co-hosts who don't get paid enough to deal with this shit on the daily /j

[colorfulpaintspills]

i need to kiss my binary star right meow./P

[colorfulpaintspills]

Sometimes i keep forgetting i have a qpp and friends in their sys who care about me and don't think im an awful person for constantly making mistakes or forgetting lessons

That they aren't gonna turn on me for every little mistake and make me out to be the bad guy even when i feel like i deserve to be treated like a villain for a crimeless mistake

I get so wrapped up in pleasing people that I become too blind to realize I just indirectly hurt people in the process because I think what im doing is making people happy, that my sacrifice will be appreciated when im just frustrating myself because i can't relax when im the only person stopping myself from relaxing

And they don't become hateful or resentful when they have to tell me point blank what im doing isn't healthy for anyone and they still love me all the same despite my mountain of flaws that will take years for me to get over

I feel like i should be hated, left behind because I feel like i failed them all so many times

But im not

Im loved and cared for

You know who you are

Thank you guys

You mean the world to me and im sorry i dont say that enough

[gl1tched-g0th]

Ily :3/p