texted my qpp and asked her why they look like a very specific brand of gerard way. they said gerard is so gender and i mentioned how i wanted to be 3 cheers era frank iero in my early 20s and so now we're frerard and peterick
queerplatonic means I’ve loved you in some ways I’ve never felt before
cause I’ve felt love and I’ve loved many at this point but JUST the way that I feel when you look at me is new and unrefined
queerplatonic means that somedays you call me your girlfriend and somedays I’m your bestest friend you’ve ever had
it means that some days you reach out your hand on busy streets and I come flying like the breeze that ruffles then your messy hair
and some days you don’t have it in you to be touched and thats okay
the way you grin at me in twilight on the evening bus
the way you laugh at all my dumbest jokes and how you speak of children that I might just have one day and you would be their auntie, surely
and how you moan when I massage your back just right
and how I melt into your scent of lavender as you just rub my shoulders under dimmed apartment light
queerplatonic means that you and I agree whatever we should be on any given day
it means I love and and you love me, no matter what the others say
and it means we define how you and I entwine, the ways we touch and speak to one another
and I could never love another just the way that I love you
that I love others equal in your kind
and there is no compare to any in my mind
because theres relationships that dont fit the typical normal boxes, relationships outside of typical standards, relationships that cant really be defined as romantic or platonic, but some completely other thing (for me, at least). I can have deep committed relationships with these two people but we aren’t dating, but also they are my partners and i am with them, we are together but not romantically, but i love them in a way that isnt just platonic, its some alterous thing that i cant even begin to explain if i tried really hard to, but i love it
i love my queerplatonic partners
i love mystic, who i met through the roleplay side of tumblr, getting to know them mostly their character felix, then eventually talking with them more and more, becoming close friends, and then i was (totally purposefully) being a bit obvious that i wanted to be in a qpr with them and now we are and they are such an amazing partner to me, so patient and understanding and they make me so happy and i am so very grateful for them, and i love them so much, they mean so much to me, i dont think i could even measure it, because its just so much /pos and i hope i make Mystic feel as happy and appreciated as they make me
i love mercutio, who understands me quite well and is there for me a lot, someone i also met through roleplay, and talked to a bit after, becoming friends with him. Its very kind and such a good person, and we funnily enough both wanted to be in a qpr but both were too scared to say anything (but haha i managed!). Void’s such a wonderful person, so amazing and lovely and patient, i dont know where id be without pop. It makes me so happy, and he really is my everything, the person i love more than anything, so much that it hurts /pos, and he makes me want to be okay, so i can also help gore be okay, so we can learn to be okay together and find peace together, hand in hand. I just hope i make Tio feel as happy and safe as he makes me
Nothing makes me laugh harder then seeing my qpp and her co host get bullied by the other co host and local body stabilizer bc they exhausted the body while she was out of front for a few hours.../silly -💙
