#bipolardisorder

[bipolarmelody]

[healinglilia]

why is it so hard to come down from mania? i feel so disoriented and confused...

[madmansmisc]

Ugly ducklings squashed like cockroaches

Beauty is virtue, I bet Eden wore no makeup

Plastic surgery morality cleanliness to godliness 

Why help someone in the dirt and muck, it’ll get on you and me

[emilydcarpenter]

EXTRA (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/393761197-extra?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=DorsetODay Willa, a dog walker, stumbles into a new job as an extra on a movie set and a new romance, but she has secrets in her life - things she's told no one - that threaten to destroy her if she dares to step out and make a new life for herself.

[heartcavingin]

i’m fucking nocturnal ꩜_꩜

[blue-foxglove]

I just published part of my FIRST book! Check it out? Link below!

Solid Ground (Exclusive Preview) - Solid Ground - Exclusive Preview (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/1506755983-solid-ground-exclusive-preview?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_reading&wp_uname=Elaine_Ryan 

In the sultry depths of Louisiana's delta, Solid Ground follows Blaire, a young woman drawn into an irresistible romance with three brothers who each have their shadows. Baron, an Army veteran who finds solace in Blaire's tenderness; Cale, finding strength in her compassion as he rebuilds his life after alcoholism tore his family apart; and Dominic, who lives with bipolar disorder and seeks balance through her unwavering presence. As their connection deepens, Blaire falls not for one, but all three brothers, captivated by each man's intensity, quirks, and flaws. The best part is, they've all fallen for her too. 

***This book contains an instance of relationship violence, excessive explicit (but definitely consensual) sexual content, alcoholic recovery, and instances of manic and depressive episodes induced by bipolar disorder as well as an attempted suicide. It is intended for readers 18 and up only.***

[hypomanicdaydream]

I wish I could be more open about having bipolar disorder.

I wish it would make people understand.

I'm not stumbling over my words for fun. I take medication that evens my moods, but at the cost of my brain taking like 30 seconds to load before I can speak coherently. And if I don't let it, nonsense comes out.

I'm sorry about that. I can be mildly offensive when I can't get my words out right. And then, because Bipolar disorder is like 60% mood disorder and 40% embarrassment and anxiety, I sit there thinking about how I could have said it if my brain didn't take half a minute to buffer.

But nobody would understand that if I told them. All they would hear is "bipolar" which equates to "crazy" which equates to "dangerous," and nobody wants that.

[notabipolarbear]

Less than a year and both of our cats have passed away. I feel empty and sad today. I ate some kiwi 🥝 that was nice and had pizza express with a good friend and partner. I still feel down and eating helps. I need to make sure it’s healthy stuff though. Although, I’ve been eating like a pig and still been losing weight… who knows eh… I have a week to myself starting tomorrow. My partner is going back to wales for a week.. I think it’ll be relaxing then boring after a few days lol