i reckon part of the reason i find it so hard to visualise having bf is because i’ve had plenty of love and support in my life from the girls n the gays but no straight guy has ever had feelings for me without it turning out to be a prank or a set up and so now at this point my brain just goes hm no u may not imagine urself living a good life with a pretty boy because men don’t actually like u and ur heart will just get broken














