#blackveilwitch09

[blackveilwitch09]

My fiance, a non-witch: Look, full moon!

Me: OH SHIT is it? I’ll have to check!

Him: What do you mean? It’s full?

Me: Yeah, it looks full, but it may not actually be FULL right now. I can’t really explain, but, yeah.

[blackveilwitch09]

Looking for some tips

Hey witchy friends! I’m searching for anyone that has any tarot or other tips/ideas for trying to find out who my deity(ies) is/are. I’ve done plenty of research and I always end up looking at different ones, thinking something will be more obvious or something, but I never get a straight answer.

I’ve looked into Bastet (my connection w cats and the mothering of them), Demeter and Artemis (animals, wisdom), Pan (music, animals), and Astraea (the Virgo constellation, strength, and justice).

I just don’t know at this point.

[blackveilwitch09]

I think I just met my Matron Goddess.

I was still trying to rest before having to get up before work and I closed my eyes, starting to go into a dream I guess. I didn’t see her face, all I saw were hands and I asked her name. Stella was the answer I was given. Just woke up and started researching, turns out Stella is a name that means “star” in Latin and sort of goes with the Greek Goddess Astraea, the immortal who became the Virgo constellation!!

I’m a Virgo, I’ve been overthinking so much lately for work and freaking out and I think she finally had a reason to get in my face and say wake up b*tch let’s get saving the world.

Anyone have similar experiences? Has anyone worked with her? I’m going to be at a loss till I can do more research after work.

[blackveilwitch09]

Was able to find my clear glass stones from my old turtle tank and sharpies to make runes with! Have to clear coat them when I find some nail polish but it was a quick and simple witch activity to get me feeling magical once again! Many blessings!

[blackveilwitch09]

Me: *is awake past midnight*

Me: *hasn't done actual witchcraft in weeks*

Me: Maybe I should stay up and talks to the moon. *also hasn't thought about the moon in weeks*

Moon: *Is New tonight*

Me: nice

[blackveilwitch09]

Self care

Having a long day to reflect on things that I've dealt with lately. Cleaned a bit, cried through some music, made myself some tea and put on a clay mask, meditated, cried some more, and I'm going to go clean some more and then try to study before leaving for the performance this evening. I'm glad I got this time alone today.

Take care of yourself in some way today. I have a lot to work on still. Please take care of yourself through your stresses. And most of all, don't give up. No stress is worth losing your mind over right now. Breathe.

[blackveilwitch09]

I was finally able to sit down with my witch best friend and show her The Magicians show. We didnt even finish the whole first episode and she loves it. I'm so proud.

[blackveilwitch09]

I have things to do for college. Tater Tot has been clingy all week. So I can only do what I have to do if I can deal with moving her. She's sleepy and purring damn I love my cat.