@olderbrotherblake - my middle/teen regression & caregiver blog
I love littlest pet shops, my little pony, dan and phil, vinny vinesauce, cayrn and connie, animal crossing, minecraft, cute anime, stardew, webkinz, and 2000s-2010s nostalgia in general!
I'm autistic and disabled, please be nice to me! I'm also otherkin, proshipper, and a selfshipper :3 ask me about my f/os ♡♡♡
Games: minecraft, stardew valley, littlewood, webkinz, animal crossing, spyro, mario kart, mario party, tomodatchi life, miitopia, super mario sunshine, super mario galaxy, sims 4, spore, dress-up games, infinity nikki, pikmin, kirby (especially epic yarn)
Watchables: vinny vinesauce, caryn and connie gaming, dan and phil, markiplier, studio ghibli movies, my little pony, max and ruby, sesame street, the backyardigans, steven universe, spongebob squarepants (first 3 seasons mainly), ouran high school host club, fruits basket, black butler, umaru-chan, net-juu no susume, kimi ni todoke, wambu
this time last year I was kinda at the start of a pretty deep depressive episode that lasted almost 6months because *cough* boyfriend decided to join the military *cough*
this fall, in going to be doing stuff for me. I'm going to he registering for full-time day adult high school to finally get the science and math prerequisites that I need to apply to uni
I'm going to get my academics in line again. the last 2/3 years of high school and my first trial year of uni were a mess.
a mess that I've learned from. I took time to get two of the three big things I want in life: a long successful relationship (9yrs this October ❤) , and a decently stable and predictable job.
now that I have those settled, I can turn energy back into me now. it took a few years to recover it but I have it again and I am going to take it!
I tried to do courses online but I found that I really need a brick-and-mortar institution to keep me on the right track. it'll also be super easier to learn from someone that actually knows the subject rather than trying to teach myself in a subject I've generally struggled in.
I'm diagnosed, im medicated, im recovering! im steadily growing into the person I want to be!
sometimes the down time can be longer than you thought, but once the up time starts, its 25% to 90% baby
I bought ME:A a couple days ago cause it was 50% off (had to download the tester to see if it would even work on my computer, which it does super well! Ultra settings on everything and I technically don't meet the min CPU requirements lol) I must say that it runs so smooth, combat is smooth (when I can see my enemies) running around the Nexus is smooth. Talking with people is smooth. Ryder us smooth. My Ryder is 95% what I wanted her to be, which is me but I couldn't get the super pale freckled skin tone without the freckles cause I'm pale as fuck but anyways. Still learning the systems and what not and I somehow managed to put 20hours in already?? And I've only just put my first outpost on Eos
