#boldlyprospering

[legendaryhanded-archive]

let me tell you what i wish i’d known, when i was young and dreamed of glory. you have no control WHO LIVES, WHO DIES, WHO TELLS YOUR STORY. 

indie leonard mccoy, s’chn t’gai spock, & james t. kirk as written by mikki, cally, & tricia (credit)

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“ hold me ”

their  bed  is  huge  &  it’s  really  the  first  time  he  thought  about  it like that. jim  liked  to  fan  out,  touching  each  of  them  as  he  slept.  leonard  hadn’t  realized  how  much  of  a  comfort  it  was  to  have  even  an  arm  brushing  against  his  during  the  night.  leonard  used  to  sleep  with  an  arm  out,  trying  to  reach  whichever  one  of  them  was  out  of  his  direct  line  of  sight.  now  that  jim  has  been  declared  dead,  the  doctor  sleeps   curled  into  himself  on  the  edge  of  the  bed,  multiple  blankets  wrapped  around  him.  it  is  nothing  like  sleeping  in  jim’s  arms,  curled  protectively  around  him.  he  thought  that  he  could  do  anything  while  protected  like  that.  he  trusted  no  one  the  way  he  trusted  jim.  he  never  had.  even  spock,  who  he  loved  more  than  life  itself,  had  not  been  privy  to  the  trust  that  came  from  being  best  friends  as  long  as  the  two  of  them  had. 

their  nighttime  ritual  is  a  lot  quieter  now,  a  lot  more  private.  before,  the  refresher  door  had  been  open  while  leonard  brushed  his  teeth.  more  than  likely  he’d  be  yelling  at  jim  through  it,  telling  him  to  brush  his  goddamn  teeth  before  he  got a  cavity.  jim  would  call  him  a  mother  hen  &  spock  would  only  raise  his  eyebrow  because  they  both  knew  that  jim  would  brush  them  &  why  were  they  still  arguing  ??  now,  the  door  sits  closed  &  locked  as  one  hand  grips  the  counter,  the  other  slowly  brushing  circles  on  his  teeth.  when  he  spits  &  looks  into  the  mirror,  a  stranger  with  dead  eyes  greets  him. 

he  doesn’t  realize  that  the  same  dead  gaze  follows  them  around  no  matter  where  they  go.  at  jim’s  memorial,  dress  uniforms  pristine  &  pressed,  shoes  polished.  it  had  followed  them  to  the  more  informal  one  with  their  friends,  leonard  drinking  too  much  &  freaking  out  on  uhura  &  scotty’s  balcony.  it  followed  them  to  bed  every  night,  leonard  brushing  their  fingers  together  for  just  a  moment  before  instructing  the  computer  to  turn  the  light  out. 

spock’s  words,  just  after  the  light  is  dropped  to  two  percent,  make  him  tense.  he  hadn’t  realized  that  they  had  barely  touched  since  the  memorial  service.  leonard  had  wanted  to  reach  out  then,  wanted  to  hold  his  husband’s  hand  while  they  shared  in  their  grief.  but  for  some  reason,  he  hadn’t.  from  then  on,  he  had  ignored  the  urge  to  go  near  spock.  little  touches,  brushes  of  shoulders  together  as  they  walked  or  quick  pecks  on  his  cheeks  as  leonard  left  the  house,  were  gone.  for  a  minute  he  lets  the  silence  of  the  room  overtake  them  both.  but  soon  he’s  reaching  out,  feeling  the  cloth  of  spock’s  shirt.  he  moves  closer  until  his  bare  front  presses  against  spock’s  back  &  he  breathes  for  the  first  time  since  they  answered  the  door  on  that  day. 

“  okay,  spock…..  okay.  “ 

[fateprotected-a]

♛ *drops url here*

[ ♛ ] send me a url and i’ll tell you the following

my opinion on;

character in general: spock is maybe the member of the triumverate that I personally resonate least with, but how they play them: the mun:

do i;

follow them: of course!!!rp with them: Occasionally, although I’m not sure we’ve played with this particular combination of blogs???want to rp with them: YES!! OBVS!!!ship their character with mine: We haven’t really written enough together for this to be clear, but theoretically maybe.

what is my;

overall opinion: Cally is my fave. She works so hard and is such a sweet person. I’m so glad we’re friends.

**Note: Mun’s answer are all to be completely honest. Don’t send url if you don’t want brutal honesty.

[toweress]

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[legendaryhanded-archive]

“ when you’ve lived as many lives as he.... fear of death is illogical. “ 

“ fear of death is what keeps up alive. “ 

indie selective s'chn t'gai spock & leonard mccoy. written by cally & mikki. ( credit ) 

[britishambiition]

boldlyprospering replied to your post “HAPPY  ENGAGEMENT  DAY  JOHN  &  ISHMAEL !  @italianambiition”

perfect playlist is perfect !!!

good.

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boldlyprospering replied to your photo: after i finish watching star trek beyond later...

welcome to hell lol

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