Trying to look deep inside myself lately and prepare myself for some changes. Obviously shit won’t change overnight, but I am pretty fuckin’ excited for some change in how I live my life.
I am thinking about things I can get involved with such as a festival my friend’s old man puts on for the passing of his youngest son and my old friend, Aaron. It’s called the DIFA Festival! I also want to start writing in a journal. I used to have lil books and journals all the time that I’d use to write my own thoughts in, random doodles, lyrics, notes, and just random shit. I miss doing that so it’s time to do that again!
I have a doctors appointment on Friday. Gotta open myself up a lot and finally talk about what is going on w/ me. I’m pretty anxious about it, but whatever, this is important. It’s going to help me :)
Being back home is a lil weird right now. I’m just kinda keeping to myself a bit, but everyone is being really cool and super supportive so I appreciate that a lot. My older sister bought me some pot leafs socks, LOL, so that was nice- gotta be loud and proud, right?
Aside from being absolutely terrified about the future, I am fucking excited for it. Cheers to better days.