#borderline mood

[lindentea]

there are... just.. so many parallels between my two favorite BPD-coded characters. because obvious reasons. so here's my Blitzø/Ed Teach mashup. self-fulfilling prophesies, yaknow...?

y'know when you're spiraling into "i am a monster and all i will ever be is a monster" territory and you start believing all the ppl in your life that have ever told you that you're basically nothing more than a rabid dog...

sharing fanart (moreso than just art in general) is still terrifying as fuck!! plz be gentle. of course i'm looking at this and only seeing everything i hate about it, everything that makes the impostor syndrome go for the throat. but i worked on this for 21 hours already just in the last like five days and i think i should prooooobably do anything else with my downtime now.

(of course, what's even more terrifying than receiving negative feedback is receiving zero feedback at all...)

[sad-fairy]

How to trigger bpd rage 101:

[maveragical]

Me: ugh im freling shitty

Literally any and everything that has made me slightly upset in the last two weeks:

[womanism]

i dont mean to overshare i just feel like we are already so close and i love talking to you 

[sad-fairy]

Bpp choosing subtype of the day: do i choose impulsive or quiet or self-destructive or petulant?

Also bpd: There’s 24 hours in a day, no rush, we can do all.

[sad-fairy]

It’s not anger, it’s disappointment.

It’s not sadness, it’s grief.

It’s not lonely, it’s empty.

[sad-fairy]

Me waking up feeling good: ah, life is not that bad.

My spicy personality:

[sad-fairy]

Bpd triggers had us like:

•Is it me overreacting or is it bpd?

•Do they really hurt me or I’m being sensitive?

•Is it love or is it sympathy?