happy halloween guys!!!
have a sketch of one of my personal favorite fanfics, botwot. (aka 'the best of times, the worst of times)
idk, he seemed appropriate for halloween :P
you can read botwot here
yes. i found it, and yes i know that some people don't think we should read fanfics if they're deleted. but it's a beautiful story and deserves to be read.
Your plot adoption post was great, but what I really wanna know is: What was going to happen in the next Logan-centric chapter of BOTWOT?
first of all, thank you for being so patient with me for an answer <3
second, I'm glad you liked my unfinished ideas and BOTWOT, it means a lot !!
As for BOTWOT, I think I've made a decision. It has been a year since the last update, but I realized that I haven't deleted the blog, @ask-botwot , I have kept the playlists in my Spotify, and I still have the outline and first part of the Logan installment saved. So obviously some part of me is still holding on to the story, despite the fact that I'm done with Sanders Sides in a more general sense.
So, I think that I am going to try and finish the final parts of the story over this summer, after my graduation! Becuase of this, I won't post my whole outline, but because you specifically were interested and you really deserve something after waiting so incredibly long here is a little breakdown:
The main story of BOTWOT has 4 installments left:
- Part 5: "made of bad code" - The Logan installment! This one is already started, and like previous installments, will be centered around Logan's journey growing closer to Thomas. There will be many things to look forward to, including family dinner, Logan being the world's most responsible 12 year old, the story of Logan's family, and learning to rely on others and not keep your worries inside. + a Joan reappearance!
- Part 6: "King and Lionheart/Lost Boys" - I'm sure you can guess who this two parter centers around. Sibling arguments, picking sides, sacrifice and a surprise visit from a mother, this is when you really get to know Roman and Remus.
- Part 7: "right where you left me" - The Dee Janus installment. This part is rather dramatic, like our favorite 13 year old. There will be moments exploring Dee's relationship with his possible siblings, a disappointment, a rift caused by conflicted feelings, and a confrontation that can make or break the family.
- Part 8: "The Infinite Possible Ways to Love You"
I hope that you guys will stick with me through this! Make sure to follow @ask-botwot if you want to keep updated on this series, because I won't be posting about it on this blog much, if at all, after this post. Thank you for your interest, anon! <3
Some fanart of the adorable Lobo twins from @romantichopelessly‘s fic “Best of Todays/Worst of Tommorows” Here’s the drawing they made in full (I collabed w/ my 7yo sister to create this for that ‘authentic’ elementary school skill):
I wrote this poem based off of the amazing fanfic “Best of Times, Worst of Times”, which has sadly been deleted from the internet (but it still can be found on wattpad! :3)
Enjoy!
As I stand facing the sunset,
I get the feeling the torture isn’t over.
With this mindset, I hide myself away.
My friends can wait, but my suffering cannot.
Gotta get my head straight.
Gotta stay calm.
Everything will turn out fine.
Just wait it out.
Why is there still pain?
Shouldn’t it all be gone?
The time loop has ended,
So my suffering should cease too!
The voices won’t leave-
Why won’t they stop?!
I can’t handle this anymore!
Someone please help!
Each moment grows more agonizing
As the seconds tick by.
I can’t think!
I’m losing control!
My brother is here, but I don’t feel comforted.
He’s trying to help, but it feels like he’s making it worse!
The pain won’t go away!
Make it stop!
The voices in my head are fading,
Flickering out like dying candlelight.
Ten, then nine, then eight…
They’re all dying out.
Seven, then six, then five…
The static is flooding my head.
Four, then three, then two…
My throat hurts from screaming.
The single remaining voice dies,
Leaving me completely alone.
I can’t control myself any longer!
I can’t stop the beast from escaping my control!
Get it out of my head!
It’s not part of who I am!
This beast is not me!
But I can’t hold on to who I truly am!
Help…
Please help…
My mind is in a fray…
And now the beast has come out to play…
Ok, it’s come to my attention that for some reason an amazing fanfic by the name of “The Best of Times, The Worst of Times” (or BOTWOT for short) has vanished off the face of the earth. There’s so much fanart and theories for it that I can’t help but wonder where it’s gone! Seriously, try and click on @abadtime ‘s page. Just an error screen, along with any links to the comic. It just seems to have been deleted.
If it has been deleted, then I’m not going to push the author to re-upload it, I’d rather just have some answers. It seems like no one else has realised this or asked about it at all, and it’s a bit worrying. If anyone has any information, or a link that actually works then please send it my way!
