#bpd sad

[hellishbpd]

they always find someone else

always

and im left behind

[hellishbpd]

there’s too much pain rotting inside of me

[hellishbpd]

he gave up on me way too quickly

perhaps he never loved me, perhaps everything was a lie

perhaps i am meant to be forgotten

i need him so much but he never loved me!!

[ash-muncher]

bpd things: being so upset that you’re in physical PAIN

[ash-muncher]

if i get my feelings hurt or made to feel unwanted i will lash out badly

[ash-muncher]

do you ever truly let your first favorite person go?

[ash-muncher]

i feel so guilty for having bpd and having symptoms

[ash-muncher]

i truly need to learn to stop giving everything bc i never get the same energy and then end up empty