#breakingfree79

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breakingfree79 said: I hope you are fine now! Be careful, it’s really hot this summer… Also hope your sister check up went well. Hugs!

... Hey there :)! Thank you for leaving a comment dear, I am sorry for replying this late <3! I am fine now, thank you... it’s been quite scary though :-(, you know... all of a sudden, all that violent dizzines and swaying around and being all feverish... I guess I skipped being sent to the E.R. by a hair. Anyways... here I go, alive and still standing ;)!!

My sister’s pre-surgery Check Up went “relatively well”... as both her blood tests and Ekg came back OK :-]! Her facial CT scan, though, showed how this STUPID mass keeps expanding and is now also occupying a portion of her frontal sinus :-/... (other than her rhinopharyngean and maxillary sinuses).

Needless to say... the sooner she gets her surgery and biopsy done, the better! We’re still waiting for them to call from the Hospital though...

XO

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breakingfree79 ha risposto al tuo post :...Hey Guys... I Got It :).

Congratulations!!! For your Master, for been alive and coming so far… If you want the truth, having friends and passions is tremendously helpful, but what really saved you is YOU. <3 <3 <3

Oh, My :')... Thank You, you're the sweetest <3 <3 ...!!!

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Thanks for all the lovies, my lovelies. Seriously.♡ I am very lucky to have people like you on here when I am such a failure that I have literally no one else.

Off to class…

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Thanks for the supportive comments guys! They may have seemed like obvious responses to you, but they were really meaningful to me.

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I hope you're feeling better. I wish I could give you strength to keep going. Recovery is the only way out, trust me: it's worth it. It's our only way to be free and happy. Hugs.

Thank you so much! I do believe you 100%- this is just such a tough place to be where I have let such a big part of my ED go and taken a blind leap of faith towards something unknown and it just hasn't really started to feel okay yet. 

But I am reminding myself that this is a process and it is still early days and nobody who has fully recovered has ever regretted it. And I won't either.

And I intend to keep moving forwards, until it feels better than okay. x