#forgothowtowrite

[persepinesascent]

Thanks for the supportive comments guys! They may have seemed like obvious responses to you, but they were really meaningful to me.

[talkaboutourbigplans]

"Heated agreement" might be my new most favorite term ever. forgothowtowrite

[areyouredsquirrel]

I may not have 1000s of followers but knowing I've got a great couple of friends who are there when I post lots of sad things makes me smiiiiiile.

[aut-vincere--aut-mori]

forgothowtowrite replied to your post “I should have taken up the offer of inpatient when I had the chance.  ...”

Why is it not an option? If you do still want it, you could maybe bring it up, mentioning how you've been feeling lately.

It's not an option because I'm not that much of a risk to myself. Although I feel really really low, I haven't self harmed in a few weeks and just having thoughts of suicide/plans (but no date) isn't enough to be hospitalised.

It's my eating disorder that I'm really struggling with but they very rarely admit bulimics because it's not very beneficial, it just takes them out of the environment. 

It was also CAMHS that suggested it but I'm with the adult services now. 

I don't know. I'm meeting with my eating disorder psychologist tomorrow but I don't think there's a lot she can do, I'd have to speak to my care coordinator who I'm not seeing for a few weeks...

[areyouredsquirrel]

Rule 1: Post the rules. Rule 2: Answer the questions you were tagged on and make 11 new ones. Rule 3: Tag 11 new people and link them to your post. Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them.

Tagged by the lovely forgothowtowrite.

1. What would your ideal dessert be? (No calories or fears or money issues allowed!)

Errm probably something with white chocolate in it - a white chocolate mousse maybe?

2. What’s your favourite book?

'Kane & Abel' by Jeffrey Archer.

3. If you were offered your dream job on the condition you would have to move to Trinidad & Tobago, would you go?

As long as my girlfriend and animals could come with me, yes. If not... I'd have to think long and hard about it, but probably my life in England would come first.

4. What is your favourite way to relax?

Having a nice hot too hot bath or just sitting and watching tv really.

5. What is your view on legalised marijuana? 

I'm very anti-drugs generally so don't really think anything of its kind should be legalised. It's illegal for a reason, in my opinion.

6. What is the last fear you overcame?

It sounds really stupid but I'm creeped out about using the cutlery in the kitchen at my work and the other day I forgot my special fork and I didn't panic and just reacted like a normal human and got a damn fork from the drawer!

7. Halloween or Easter?

I don't celebrate Easter in the Christian sense so it basically comes down to chocolate or chocolate... Halloween because I love scary films :).

8. What is your beverage of choice when you’re out?

White/rose wine, apple sourz, vodka + mixers, anything really.

9. If you were offered free plastic surgery, would you take it?

I'd happily have some nice liposuction on my thighs..

10. If you could only choose one colour to wear the rest of your life that isn’t black, what would it be?

I wear a lot of blue so that I guess.

11. Who is your favourite comedian(or comedy show)?.

Miranda (the show and her as a person) without a doubt :').

Tagging:

takingliberties, medioxumate, thedapper-dyke, helloohannah, sergeorge, british-sarcasm, the-smallest-dykeosaur, dykeosaurss, givemeabatbogeyhex, magmaparapara, harrytheblue,

Questions:

1. What's your biggest fear?

2. If you had to eat one food for the rest of your life what would you choose?

3. Would you rather be a slug or a snail? (idk I'm genuinely curious..)

4. Describe your happiest memory in three words.

5. Describe your saddiest memory in three words.

6. What's your proudest achievement to date?

7. What's your ideal job?

8. Who's your favourite musician/band?

9. If you could join the cast of any tv show, what would you choose?

10. If time and money were no object, where would you choose to go on holiday?

11. What's the meaning behind your tumblr url?

[aut-vincere--aut-mori]

Tagged you in my question post!

1. What would your ideal dessert be? (No calories or fears or money issues allowed!)A good, traditional, apple strudel with some good quality vanilla ice-cream.

2. What’s your favourite book?This one's so hard! I'd have to say "room" by Emma Donoghue. Just because I found it to be so raw and brilliantly written.

3. If you were offered your dream job on the condition you would have to move to Trinidad & Tobago, would you go?Probably not, it's too far away from everyone.

4. What is your favourite way to relax?Playing the piano.

5. What is your view on legalised marijuana? I don't think it should be legalised. It still contains high levels of tar which is bad for your health.

6. What is the last fear you overcame?The other day at work I was really chatty and upbeat and I felt a lot less anxious which I thought was quite good.

7. Halloween or Easter?Easter. Halloween is too close to my birthday which I never look forward to.

8. What is your beverage of choice when you’re out?It depends where I am! If it's a common restaurant the usually just coke zero/pepsi max, I cannot stand coffee so I always go for a tea in a cafe. 

9. If you were offered free plastic surgery, would you take it?Probably not. With my luck something will go wrong in surgery and I'll come out looking even worse.

10. If you could only choose one colour to wear the rest of your life that isn’t black, what would it be?Green. Someone once told me that green suited me and so I automatically choose green over any other colour (even if I preferred a different colour).

11. Who is your favourite comedian (or comedy show)?I don't know to be honest. I quite like Jack Whitehall but I'm finding his jokes are becoming increasingly rude and all the scenes with his dad are too staged.

Al Murray came to my work the other day and I found him quite funny... Obviously Tommy Cooper will always have a special place in my heart. 

[garishginger]

2. What’s your favourite book? This question is always super hard.  The Handmaid's Tale is one of the best things I've read recently. 3. If you were offered your dream job on the condition you would have to move to Trinidad & Tobago, would you go? Only if Ethan would be allowed to come with me. 4. What is your favourite way to relax? Video games x_x 5. What is your view on legalised marijuana?  It should definitely be legalized.  It's silly to waste the police's time and the taxpayers' money over it. 6. What is the last fear you overcame? Airplanes! 7. Halloween or Easter? Halloween!  You get to dress up and you get more candy.  :3 8. What is your beverage of choice when you’re out? Hard cider. 9. If you were offered free plastic surgery, would you take it? Nope. 10. If you could only choose one colour to wear the rest of your life that isn’t black, what would it be? That isn't black???  ;-;  Purple is my second favorite color to wear. 11. Who is your favourite comedian (or comedy show)? I don't really watch comedy much.  Does Jon Stewart count? 11 new questions: 1. What is your favorite number, and what color is that number? 2. Car-mel or care-ah-mel? 3. What is your favorite period of literature? 4. Favorite anime or cartoon? 5. What is your favorite type of food to eat at a restaurant?  (like Italian, Mexican, etc.) 6. Would you rather have your dream job or live at dream location? 7. Favorite kind of cheese? 8. Favorite food to cook on your own? 9. Favorite flightless bird? 10. If you had the chance to live as a Sim, would you and why? 11. What would you ask if you had the chance to speak to someone that lives 200 years from now?

[persepinesascent]

Ok your turn! Once you get this, share 5 facts about yourself and then pass it on to ten of your favorite followers!

Looks like this draft was saved some months ago... sorry :(

Aw thanks!

1. I should be reading for my MIS class right now

2. I live alone 4 days/week

3. I am now a co-VP of marketing for my graduate school’s Net Impact chapter.

4. I am far more likely to crave gummy bears or fruity candy than chocolate, cake, or ice cream.

5. I have dealt with the same chronic lower back pain since 2006.

I'll tag the same ten peeps: bttrflywings, empolives, vanity-scribblings, forgothowtowrite, survivorsword, plumblemon, barfingunicorn, babybodoff, lanadel-ashtray, warrioryogini, anabites (yeah that's more than ten but I know that couple of you aren't going to do this so whatevs).