gentle parenting everyone into not killing themselves because ryan is an actor under a contract and won’t be able to reassure you that eddie is going to rail buck into a coma in ep 8x13. but remember that this goes beyond friendship and i love you to the core
Literally everyone stared in shock as Minho pushed on his chest so hard something cracked. All the while Chuck, innocent, selfless Chuck was dying on the floor, Minho was doing everything he could to save the one who pulled the trigger.
Covering his nose, he inhaled into his mouth, their lips pressing together for the first time. He had always fantasized about that moment, how they would kiss with so much emotion, how their lips would connect until they were one.
It was never supposed to be like this.
When he pulled away, going back to CPR, his strong hands made something inside of his body break.
“Breathe! Damnit, why won't you breathe?!”
For the first time in front of people, tears filled his eyes. His shoulders slouched over Gally, pulling him into a hug as he cried over his dead body.
“I-I'm sorry. I'm so sorry,”he whispered, his hands that would forever be covered in blood dripping the Builders shirt. He was already filled with self-hatred, blaming himself for everything that happened. He had killed the one he loved, and it wasn't even enough to save Chuck.
As the doors open, he pulled away, his mind numbed over for his own safety. He felt nothing as his face was blank, like a switch had been flicked on in his brain.
He didn't care right now.
And that would make it so much worse when he broke.
Attempt to start filming a couple lessons for the online training class. Learn that I really need to write this shit down and give myself some sort of script to prepare from. Teaching to a camera is so much more awkward than teaching in person.