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[midnightreassure]

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[avocadoheaven-blog]

Sticks and Stones.

So today a girl was a total B!@#$ to me on the bus, actually 2 girls. Underclassmen. But anyways, I had walked into the bus super late because the meany librarian lady was going off about how my class was so rude & disruptive, and I can't blame her. . . I do have a bunch of a-holes in my class. -.-t But anyways, I asked the first girl to sit next to her. & she was all like "ooooh nooo, you can't. i'm saving this seat for my cousin." so I was like okay, cool. no prob. whatevs. & so I asked the girl in front of her, "heyyy, can I sit with you please?" being all nice and stuff, which is very rare. She flat out told me "NO. go sit with her." (pointing to the one I just previously asked). & girl #1 starts laughing and goes "no waaay. I wanna sit by myself." I got so irritated that I said in the most irritable, yet nicest way ever "just scoot in please!" and it took girl #2 like 20 billion light years to move her leg and her bag just so I could sit. The whole ride on the way to the stops she kept nagging on about how she was gonna be a bigger b!@#$ to everyone, and  they even called me a fat ass. & as I was sitting there, so many mean, hurtful, & messed up things were on the tip of my tongue waiting to cut deep into these 2 amateurs. But I kept asking God for immense patience. So, I didn't lash out like I would've usually done, I just kept my cool. Even after I got home, I kept seething with anger. But, I've finally cooled down only to realize that I'm better than them. (I mean, I'm not perfect. But... you get the picture... I handled the situation better.) And I should & could care less about them. I only hope that God blesses them and empowers them to be better people.