#c!breeze

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The Sun reminds me of them… shines so warmly on a cold breezed early morning.

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[astra3carnation]

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I miss them, it feels rather lonely when I’m not interacting with them. Something about their presence makes it feel safe and peaceful.

Their silly antics, their expressions, their interests, everything. I would listen to them all, all day.

Like— Tell me more about your days, about things you discovered, how you feel, anything. It feels boring when I’m not with you all.

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I question why I sometimes find myself admiring parts of anger.. Not the evil type where it’s me dismissing your feelings kind of way! More like… the times when someone is annoyed of you but is still fond of you platonically or romantically, in a humorous way!

I suppose it’s probably the way I see the “real” you. The emotions, shown. You are a real person. You are your own person and you express it! You aren’t a doll, you aren’t a toy, you are a real being that lives.

It’s peculiar how I’d accept such behaviors, though you might as well think, “But being angry is bad! that’s toxic if you’d like that.” but here’s the thing.

If someone allows their people pleasure attitude to go away once you’re there, they let go all their masks, they let go all the weight of outside perspective. There are two possibilities of why they expressed their anger, they don’t like you or they trust you enough to react in such a way.

I’m not recommending someone to yell at strangers and etc. by the way! I just find it humorous and adoring how any way you express yourself to friends, partners, maybe family with your emotions to the point you don’t need a mask, you feel free.

If none understands, I suppose you can take the example of teasing your crush, partner, friend and they give that silly “tsundere” type!

Adding onto this, note to whoever reads this, this isn’t an excuse to make fun of people, tease people to the point they breakdown and more. I mean it in a way it doesn’t hurt anyone’s feelings. In a way if they were hurt by what I said? I’d comfort them and show my real intentions was not to hurt them in any sort of way.

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