Lottie couldn’t help but feel her eyes water. She tried to tell him, she tried to stop him from wanting her knowing it’d only lead to pain. He wanted to love the girl who had never felt love and want it to be normal. Expected everything about their relationship to be normal despite it. Shaking her head she grabbed his hand desperately trying to pull him back but suddenly at a loss for words. “I-I don’t know how to say what you want me to say.” She admitted, feeling a bit lost and frustrated with herself. “But I do, I do, trust me please I do, I just don’t know...I don’t know how to be the perfect girl you want.” She admitted again her eyes watering and threatening to spill over. Standing on her toes, she pressed her lips against his in a kiss, desperate and needy for the two of them not to end. “The words you want me to say, they scare me, but I do, please just know I do.” She admitted again against his lips, desperately kissing him again.