anonymous prompt: Caaron prompt! Their first time? :)
I'm going to have it be the prequel to this little ficlet I wrote before! You can read it as a stand-alone though, and the same goes for the linked ficlet as well.
Also, sorry this one took so long! My senior year of college started up and I've been extremely busy, because I actually want to do well this year since it's my last. But yeah, I am really sorry to whoever prompted it, and I hope it's worth the wait!
Rating: NC-17 for obvious reasons.
"She's finally passed out," Carson whispered as he walked back into his room, locking the door behind him. He'd just gone downstairs to make his mother was sleeping, and naturally, she was out cold. He probably could've set off an air horn right next to her ear and she wouldn't have woken up from her drunken stupor.
Aaron grinned and sat up on Carson's bed. "Awesome! You sure she'll stay out?" he asked.
Carson nodded. "Definitely. We'll probably be up tomorrow long before she will," he replied, sitting down on the bed beside Aaron. This was becoming more and more real now and Carson felt so nervous. He leaned over and kissed Aaron to distract himself. Aaron happily kissed back. They moved so that they were laying down, Carson on top.
"I got the lube and condoms," Aaron whispered against Carson's lips, and that made the nerves start up even worse. He pulled back and took a shaky breath. Aaron tilted his head to the side. "You okay?" he asked.
"Well, it's happening. But if you want to stop at all, we can."
"Thank you."
They started kissing again, getting a little more into it, their tongues twisting together in such a way that had heat building at the base of Carson's stomach. Aaron started kissing down his neck and he let out a soft groan.
"How are we doing this?" Carson asked. He knew the basics of gay sex, considering he'd done the research when he and Aaron had started talking about it more, but he didn't know if Aaron had a preferred position or whatever. Aaron shrugged.
"Whichever way you feel most comfortable," he said.
"I want you to be comfortable too, Aaron."
Aaron smiled and kissed Carson softly. "Which would you prefer, Carson?" he asked.
Carson licked his lips, only to bite down on his lower one. "Top," he replied.
"Sounds good!" Aaron jumped off the bed and Carson watched him go to his bag. He dug around inside of it for a few moments. "Aha!" Aaron held up his hand, a pack of condoms and a bottle of lube clutched in his hand. He walked back over to the bed and set both things down on the pillow.
"We should probably get rid of these clothes now," Carson said, smiling. He was still nervous, but with Aaron… well, his happiness, something he never thought he would have in such an abundance until after he got out of Clover, was definitely outweighing the nerves.
Aaron smiled and nodded, leaning in to kiss Carson again.
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Their clothes had seemed to come off in seconds. The fingering had been a little awkward for Carson, since he'd never done it, but Aaron had done it to himself before and he was able to tell him what to do, and by the time Carson had three fingers in him, stretching him out completely, Aaron was pretty much sobbing for Carson to make love to him.
So now they were under the blankets, Carson on top of Aaron. Aaron had said he wanted this position so he could see Carson, and Carson did like the way they were set up. He wanted to be able to see Aaron as well.
A condom was on and his cock was slick from the lube and he was pressing himself against Aaron's stretched rim. Aaron wrapped his legs around Carson's waist, smiling up at him.
"I'm ready," he whispered.
"I love you," Carson whispered back, before pushing into Aaron slowly. Aaron gasped softly, his entire body tensing up, though Carson could see that he was try desperately to make himself relax. Carson moved as slowly as he could, until he bottomed out inside of Aaron and just held himself there.
Aaron's breathing was a little erratic and he was gripping at Carson's back, biting his lip.
Carson nodded, holding back the desire to lean down and kiss Aaron. He didn't want to make any movement at all, because what if it hurt his boyfriend? Carson didn't mind hurting people who deserved it, because Aaron didn't deserve it. Aaron was the most amazing person Carson had ever met.
After a few minutes if holding himself as still as possible, Aaron started to squirm a little. He pulled himself off of Carson slightly, making them both groan, and then Aaron rolled his hips back down onto him, which felt absolutely amazing for both of them.
"Oh god… move…" Aaron breathed, letting his head fall back, his eyes sliding shut. Carson gripped the pillow on either side of Aaron's head and pulled out slowly until just the head of his cock was inside, and then pushed back in. He moaned, biting his lip so that he wouldn't be too loud.
"We have to be quiet," Carson said softly as he kept moving, picking up an even pace of sliding in and out of Aaron. He could feel Aaron's cock, hard and throbbing between them. It was… really hot.
Everything about this was hot honestly, and Carson had never thought of anything as hot before. He'd never understood that concept at all. But sliding in and out of Aaron, slowly starting to move faster and faster, he was definitely finding this hot. Aaron was so tight around him and clenching so hard and Carson felt like he was going to lose his mind. There was a sting on his back, from Aaron digging his nails into Carson's skin, but honestly, the slight pain just drove him on, made him want to move faster, harder.
Aaron's moans were starting to get really loud, so Carson leaned in and pressed their lips together in a searing kiss, trying to stifle some of the sounds. If they woke up his mother, there would be no way to explain this and he didn't want to know how she would react to this.
It seemed like they were moving together for hours, but hadn't really been that long. Their bodies were covered sweat and they were sticking together in the best way. Heat was swirling low in Carson's stomach, and he felt like he was about to snap.
"Close…" Aaron breathed out shakily. "Carson…"
Without even realizing what he was doing, Carson reached between them, gripping Aaron's cock and stroking him fast, trying to keep up with his thrusts. Aaron let out a couple of little whines, all of them going up in pitch, until he bit down onto Carson's shoulder and came over Carson's fist and stomach. He clenched around Carson even more tightly and Carson thrust in like crazy until he came as well, filling the condom.
When he felt Aaron go soft in his hand, Carson let go of his cock and gently pulled out. Aaron whimpered, but didn't move as Carson removed the condom, tied off the end, and got up to throw wrap it in a tissue and throw it out. He also cleaned himself up with another tissue and brought some over to Aaron to clean him up with as well. Aaron smiled at him sleepily.
Once they were both cleaned of any cum, Carson crawled back into the bed and Aaron immediately turned to rest his head on Carson's shoulder. Carson looked over at him, cupped his face, and leaned in to kiss him softly. Aaron kissed back, humming.
"I love you too," he whispered, in response to Carson saying it before they started having sex. Carson let out a laugh and shook his head.
"Let's go to sleep," he said. Aaron nodded and cuddled into Carson more, wrapping his arm around Carson's waist. Carson watched him for a few moments, watching as his boyfriend drifted off and his breathing evened out.
He'd just lost his virginity… he'd given it to the person he loved the most, and now he was going to fall asleep holding his boyfriend while being held by him. Carson was pretty positive he could never be as happy as he was right in that moment before he followed suit and fell asleep himself.
