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In preop 😗✌️ let’s get this brain surgery gang

#if I don’t post again within like. the next day or two just assume the Chinese finger trap won lol #cafcore #caf has a headache again #caf didn’t sleep enough #cafcorpse

Holy fuck I’m in so much pain my incision site hurts so bad and idk if it’s hurting the normal recovering amount or if it’s the “you’re gonna wake up in sepsis and should’ve come in yesterday” amount and that shit is right on an artery it feels like someone’s using my blood vessels in a sewing machine

I’m holding off on heading to the er for now bc idk if it’s actually that serious and it’s abt midnight but if I get up tomorrow and feel like I need to go and then have to sit in the waiting room for hours I might just break a glass and let the blood thinners do the rest

#cafcore #caf has a headache again #cafcorpse

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN THERES A BLOOD CLOT IN MY BRAIN AND YOU JUST DIDNT MENTION IT???? IDGAF IF IT STARTED RECANALIZING ITSELF THEM SHITS ARE FUCKING DEADLY BRO

#found out yesterday during a routine neuro appt that my neurosurgeon just. felt like not telling me this during my follow up #Fym ‘signs of prior thrombosis’ bro????#Ik I keep asking if I’m cooked but atp I’m fuckin sautéed broiled fried steamed grilled panfried boiled sautéed again and burnt #caf has a headache again #tw blood mention #does this count as a blood mention? ig technically by definition #cafcorpse

@ my pharmacy PLEASE GIVE ME MY MEDS IM SORRY DOR WHATEVER I DID I JUST WANT THIS HEADACHE TO GO AWAY PLEASE PUT ME BACK ON MY ANTI HEADACHE PILLS I PROMISE ILL VE GOOD

#cafcore #caf has a headache again #I am undermedicated and overwhelmed #cafcorpse

Just learned I actually did have a stroke back when this shit started with my head and still, my fuckass Dr didn’t take 3 milliseconds to explain that fact to me lmao, how tf am I supposed to advocate for my health and be an active participant in making the best decisions for my wellbeing if you mfs won’t tell me how well I’m being?? I was right talking to my therapist earlier tbh like I should spin a wheel and pick one of these dicks to sue that day

#cafcore #caf has a headache again #cafcorpse #fr tho how do you miss a stroke in one of the largest veins in the only region you’re scanning dawg #not once but TWICE BRO #fuck me ig

Istg if this bitch comes in here and is immediately loud as fuck stomping around slamming doors and howling laughing and shit at midnight while she knows I’m back here trying to sleep through a migraine I might actually lose my mind and beat the hell out of her. It’s not like my migraine is a secret either, bc ik she checks the weather regularly so she knows that when the air pressure is this high I’m royally and biblically fucked. I’m just so tired and in so much pain I can’t even muster the energy to ask her to pls just chill tf out for one night

#cafcore #caf has a headache again #caf didn’t sleep enough #cafcorpse #tw rant

Fuck food fuck stomachs fuck digestion it’s all sm bullshit I’m so fucking sick of it. It’s not fair. If I eat I feel obnoxiously full and sick to bursting. If I don’t eat then the gnawing hunger pangs settle in and it gets to a point that they feel identical. There is no middle ground. Doesn’t matter if I eat a handful of nuts or a full five course meal or see myself through on just water alone. Starved or fed I’m destined to permanently feel sick and I can’t go on like this, I’d sooner rip out my own esophagus and stomach to stop the waves of sickness than go on another year living like this. I’m still not ready for treatment though, nor can I afford it especially now while finishing school. But god if it doesn’t at least dull, I may just collapse from the exhaustion.

#cafcore #caf has a headache again #cafcorpse #tw rant #I’ve been having these semiconscious episodes as well where I keep trying to communicate w ppl while delirious #and it’s abt to get me in trouble bc I’m getting closer and closer to texting the wrong person then immediately passing out #my only saving grace is that I’m open abt being disabled so ppl know I speak nonsense and faint sometimes #I just wish I didn’t have to prove myself every time and that I had better control of myself #literally none of that was relevant but whatever #I’m going to bed before I start straightening bullshit hair or else I’m afraid I might accidentally burn it #< ETA: wrote that last tag as a wave of delirium set in ig cause what the actual fuck am I talking abt

Holy shit I have such bad bruises on the back of my thighs rn these blood thinners are killing me legit the source of these painful mfs is fuckin SITTING. Deadass. They’re right where the edge of chairs hit on my thighs and they’re so deep that they’re not even bruises anymore they’re straight up goddamn hematomas that shit is hard as a rock💀💀💀

#cafcore #if you’ll all indulge me I’d like to say… owie #cafcorpse

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