85: Do you think you would be happier if you had been born a different gender, sexuality, race, ethnicity, nationality or religion?
I mean, I probably wouldn’t be so fucked up if I hadn’t been born Catholic, but also I wouldn’t have the cool and sexy aesthetic that comes from existential dread from birth, so it all evens out in the end. of course, being Catholic and from the North of Ireland, I’ve suffered a lot of things I wouldn’t have ordinarily had to go through if I hadn’t been Catholic (and Irish, with a very Irish name) -- mainly you know, violence and oppression and threats and intimidation and police/military brutality and also my friend getting full-on murdered -- but at the same time I do know that I have it a lot better than most people when it comes to gender and race/ethnicity, if not where I grew up then certainly now I’ve moved away from that area. plus I’m a big Fenian Bastard™ so I can’t say I mind my existence pissing off Brits that much.
as for sexuality, I’m bisexual and I honestly would not change that for the world. I love being bisexual. it just suits me and I love doing my part for the chaotic bi stereotype.
89: If you lost all your memories, would you have the same personality?
probably not, because 90% of my personality is fictional characters I’ve internalised. I do have faith that I would still be me, though, and knowing me I would find my way to the exact same books and other media and end up internalising all the same characters. even so, it would obviously be in a slightly different way.
I think some things would be pretty solid in my personality, though. across the board I’ve always been very creative, very determined, very curious, and very stubborn. I don’t think those aspects of myself would change even with no memories of having them or events that have curated them or backed them up. it would probably be a case of same ingredients, different dish.
92: Do you speak multiple languages? Which do you dream in? What language would you want to learn?
I’m fluent in English, passable in French, and close to passable in Russian and Irish! I dream mostly in English, but I’ve been dreaming in Irish increasingly often lately and I do occasionally have dreams in Russian, too. I guess French is just too busy to visit me on the dream plane, because I’ve been learning it since I was 11 and I’ve never had a single dream in French.
once I’m at a decent point with French, Russian, and Irish, I’m going to be picking up German and Arabic. then after that I’ll be on to some of the others on my huge list of Languages I Must Speak So Help Me God.
> questions to ask at 4:02am meme 🌕🌃