it's laika. I will be writing a document about your behavior in the discord server we shared, and publicly posting it for the harm you have caused my friend and I. I have attempted to privately resolve things with you, and communicate with you but instead you slandered my name, and lied about me behind my back. You can reach out to me if you want to actually talk this out, since you claim to prioritize communication.
I want to post a preemptive apology to my mutuals for making this post. I understand how taboo it is to post about this kind of stuff, and rest assured this will be the very last time I ever post about this. My blog is NOT about this kind of content; especially this 13-year-old high school drama bullshit they are trying to incite.
You cannot control the ways people perceive you, Laika. You can't force people to talk to you the way you've been doing. Your conduct is so beyond inappropriate that The way I see it, even if you didn't bully me before, you are bullying me now by doing this. Your "document" won't be made in good faith; you are doing this for the hunt, you are hurting for power and it's blatant. Things like this are the reasons why real victims aren't believed, why people don't turn their heads when real predators pop up in the community. Because of people like you who muddle the call to justice with your petty bullshit.
Especially considering the lengths you went to make multiple of my friends as well as myself uncomfortable?
To anyone who's confused, I will be posting about my experiences with Laika's conduct below.
This post will contain screenshots of stalking and repeated harassment. If you are sensitive to this content, please do not proceed any further.
If at any point in the 3-4 months of me being in contact with you guys, I did make you uncomfortable, or make you feel like I was "guilt tripping" and "manipulating", I can assure you there was zero intention to do so. You knew from multiple instances that I was damaged goods, if the fact that I apologized for literally everything and tried to agree with every single thing you guys said was anything to go by. Regardless, you have my wholehearted apologies for ever putting any of you in a position where you felt uncomfortable or pressured in any way. I am a human being, not to mention one with autism; socializing is NOT my strong suit. I'm learning and growing every single day. I'm trying my best. I'm bound to make mistakes.
You were always allowed to communicate with me if anything ever happened, but ironically it was you guys who decided to ghost without a word. You never said a word to me about feeling "manipulated and guilt tripped". Even still, I am not going to write off the fact that you all may have felt as much. Feelings are nonlinear, and can often distort our perceptions in ways that we don't anticipate until much later on. We are allowed our feelings, no matter how they may appear others, which is why I'm not going to try to change your mind.
Nobody deserves to feel like they've been victimized, not in any capacity. For whatever issues my presence in your group may have caused, I also apologize for that as well. You deserve to feel safe, to feel graceful, and to be happy. I would never wish you anything but the best in spite of my own paranoid feelings.
I will, however, show you why I refer to you as my bully.
You want to talk about "my behavior", which I find bizarre, because you yourself that stated we ended on good terms during one of the multiple occasions you attempted to violate my boundaries by contacting me when I said that I felt unsafe around you.
You're claiming I "slandered" you when I have never once said your name publicly, I haven't paid you a thought since the last time you tried this back in January. I feel like you yourself must have to have some awareness about how you treated me then and how you're treating me now, because you felt the need to screenshot the post that I made when you joined the community. A post that, mind you, was up for no less than thirty minutes.
I have never once said your name anywhere, I have only referred to you vaguely in public; anyone else in this community who happened to block you was someone who reached out to me on their own cognizance to ask for your URL, which even then I was reluctant to give out. Anyone who did so can back me up. The only reason I ended up putting you into my DNI was because a mutual friend reassured me that it was okay, and even then that only happened months after things simmered down, because I had culminated a few users that I wanted to steer clear of for both their sake and mine. I had my XKit filter out any posts containing your URL so that we could coexist when you were active. From there I had no problems, that was the end of it.
I know you're also going to try bringing up me following your sibling and "making them uncomfortable" as you did. The screenshot you mentioned this in actually has a few interesting key points that contrast what you're saying now.
You bring up that I "left" the servers, blatantly going against what you're saying now about me making everyone uncomfortable. I did not, I was kicked due to these seemingly random issues that you all are only bringing up now. So you either lied back then, or you're lying right now. Which is it, Laika?
I unfollowed them the moment I realized you guys were close. If you can cite "I literally didn't recognize you and just saw your promo on the dash" as an excuse to invade my space, I can too.
You say you thought we ended on good terms, but again, you suddenly have a smorgasbord of excuses as to why that's not true and why I was a bad person. Tell the truth. I know you are better than this.
"Targeted" is what you're doing to me now, what you have been doing. Stalking my socials, sending your friends to harass me on anon, threatening a document about issues you never communicated previously, etc. etc. On the other hand, making a post saying that I feel uncomfortable with you without even mentioning your name is NOT the meaning of targeted.
But let's talk about you for a second. Let's talk about you, your friends, and all your guys' conduct.
Here are just a few examples of the times you tried to add me on Discord despite me clearly stating I wanted nothing to do with you. Take a look at the backgrounds on either- these were clearly taken months apart. For months you have been up to this, tried to contact me, tried to push the very fair limits I set.
Unfortunately, I'm not the only person you've done this to. You backed one of my friends into a corner over them making the decision to block you by adding them to confront them; mind you this happened only 5-10 minutes after they did so.
In these screenshots you claim to be very "anti-harassment" and to have no mean bone in your body, but those aforementioned friends on anon in my inbox tell me otherwise.
You guys might notice the last anon ended their statement with an egg emoji. This is in reference to the social media app, Egge, where I own a private account and happened to post vaguely about the situation. Those who have been my friend, or even just followed me for some time will know that despite my boisterous personality, I'm a very private person. I have never given out another social media handle of mine on here or Discord, at least willingly. This means Laika and their friends are going out of their way to keep tabs on me, or to track down my socials.
The post that Laika is claiming to be slander in question:
A cat image, with no names attached. This is the post that I "slandered" them with.
After going back over my evidence multiple times and speaking to my friends, I feel confident in saying that you aren't the victim you're claiming to be in this. You've hurt me multiple times, and instead of stopping concerning yourself with what I say and do, you've apparently continued to keep tabs on me after months. This is stalking, Laika. Just because it's over a screen doesn't mean it's not stalking.
Your friends tell me to "get help", but I fear all they're doing is enabling you in this strange delusion that this is a two-sided battle where I'm doing everything in my power to ruin your life. I stopped caring about this back in January, and I had assumed you had as well, but it's obvious that I've taken up a bigger spot in your head than I expected. I do genuinely hope you get help for the issues that make you feel this way. Paranoia is the most terrifying thing to experience, especially after a major trauma.
If making your document is what's going to help you sleep at night, I won't stop you. But just know that you're inviting yourself to the backlash and anxiety it causes. Callout culture is widely frowned upon in the RPC, especially in the Sonic corner, and there is a good chance you will lose the respect of others for doing so.
Anyone who attempts to contact me on behalf of Laika or sends me posts attempting to stir this pot will be blocked. My mental health is far too fragile to continue to indulge in this. Block me if you wish for refusing to support Laika, that is your decision, all I ask is that you look upon these situations with an open mind and try to understand that there is always another perspective.
For the time being, anon is off to prevent Laika and their friends from continuing to harass me. I need to breathe, I need to heal.
((So. Remember this post when I gave a certain someone the benefit of the doubt?
Yeah, well, they tried to worm their way back via my fucking boyfriend now, so fuck any and all goodwill, I am sick of this shit.
So, screenshots and names now, fuck 'em!
Meet love-is-in-the-multiverse! The person that will not leave no matter how kindly you tell them to stop!
Sadly, I only have screenshots of the last time we talked and my boyfriend's screenshots. So I'll just have to summarize my experiences up till the final confrontation without screenies.
So, Love, formerly known as mollypico, was a FNF/Newgrounds RPer I met when they approached me for a starter. Since then they, they got very smothering, spamming my inbox with OOC convos that honestly overwhelmed me. I tried to give her other options, I really did. But in the end, she didn't take them. I changed the rules a bit to reflect this newfound boundary, and at first she seemed willing to respect it. But then turned around and continued because "She had no other options". So for the sake of my sanity, I blocked her.
Her response was to send a few friends after me asking why. And I tried to explain it to them as kindly as possible.
After that, they tried approaching me with new accounts passing themself off as someone else. The accounts were deleted by the time I looked in my notifs on my phone and saw them in the morning.
Eventually, she came to a new account and via messages apologized. I gave her the benefit of the doubt and accepted because she was finally keeping this stuff in IMs. And sometimes in those convos, she'd bring up fandoms and characters she played that were... suspiciously exactly the same as those other accounts that deleted.
It did not make her any less pushy and smothering, rushing me for starters, getting impatient with me not responding immediately. It all added up.
One day, I decided that people that killed my enjoyment here would get blocked. That included her. She tried to bypass this by making new accounts to talk to me. Twice. Once to act as if she wasn't one of the people I blocked. And the other to explain herself. I blocked those too.
Some time later, I was followed by two new accounts. One called "hate-in-the-multiverse" or something along those lines, and the other called afriendtoall. Who claimed she was an IRL friend of Love, and was the one that actually talked to me. Although Hate did send an ask, but not much else came of it.
Friend was frankly not all that different from her. It did not help matters when I started approaching a very stressful change that is still ongoing. And I started having suspicions.
Spoiler alert, I was right;
I then blocked her and soon after, I saw she deleted the account when I tried to block across all my blogs. I didn't screenshot it, but after this last message, she wished me well and said she'd leave me alone.
Cut to tonight! Picture this! I was in a call with a friend, having fun reading a graphic novel to them, and then I look to see a message from my boyfriend, and he sends these [censoring his name and icon for his safety]
So, after I tell her to leave me alone for good, she instead tries to worm her way into contact with my boyfriend and followed him again. And I am pissed.
He confronted her as soon as he saw.
"Oh mistew, I was just cuwious, uwu"
Yeah, nevermind you followed him. Knowing fully well that we interact a lot on Tumblr.
So yeah, fuck it, you win, you got my attention with your stupid game. Now here's your stupid prize.
RPers beware. Block her. If you RP FNF/NewGrounds, Danganronpa, My Hero Academia, I think Undertale/Deltarune, possibly any other game/anime/whatever, block. Her. Ass. On sight. Don't even give her a chance. Take it from me, she will drain you, and then make you feel horrible for feeling drained by her/not being in the mood to talk.
i was one of ruby's victims back in 2019 so this is really hard for me and brings up past trauma that i thought i'd left behind years ago. i'm shaking and i'm on the verge of a panic attack and feel overall awful.
i'll be lurking, but if you want an easier way to talk, i'm open to swapping discords/talking on discord more.
Hey so I've said before I hate making callout posts, but @/webbian is a blogger who's mutuals with a fair amount of pjo blogs/lots of pjo blogs rb from them and their byf (as linked in their bio) it says:
[Image description: dark pink font over a light pink background reading "cishet ace people do not experience systematic oppression pansexuality is inherently transphobic and biphobic" End ID]
So I don't feel mentioning this is me being extreme or anything, if someone is willing to just openly state this in their byf they don't care if people know that's their beliefs, and I'm not doing anything here other than stating this is what they think
Obviously do not send anyone hate mail, or anything similar, it's unnecessary and it's better to redirect that energy towards helping uplift pan and ace voices about these issues to better educate on the situation, or to take time yourself to learn about the history of pansexuality within the trans community and the specific type of oppression faced by asexuals no matter their gender or romantic orientation
Again, do not send hate mail or nasty anons or anything else, it's in no way justifiable // I will also mention that they are a minor which changes the situation as well, again no sending hate to webbian just simply block
It’s with a rather heavy heart that I (Calis, aka asaraltu) have to write this callout in the first place against Elie (aka oh-my-hashirama), someone I thought a friend before all this. As some mutuals on some of my other blogs might have been aware, in the past two years that I’ve been active in the Naruto RPC, I’ve never felt the need to write a callout before. I come from a background where I was forced to write callouts for the same reasons I’m writing this one: because of toxic, abusive individuals who drove innocent, sometimes susceptible people over the brink because of their damaging words and/or behavior. I was one of those people years ago, as I dealt with far too many toxic, abusive people in my past. People I initially thought of as close friends and RP partners, until problematic patterns revealed themselves and I was either forced to cut ties or write callouts as I am now.
Most of my callouts were written as a last resort, because of several people involved with a problematic individual and not myself alone. Like those callouts of years ago, this one is written because of how negatively Elie has affected me and the people mentioned here, as well as those who weren’t added or may just be aware that they’re not alone.
If you have experiences to contribute, feel free to reblog this post with them, on two conditions:
Please respect Elie’s pronouns, as the latest we’ve been informed is that they use they/them pronouns. While text receipts have been altered to change this, screenshots cannot be altered and you may see she/her used due to how old some are, but there isn’t an excuse to misgender anyone or heckle them over changes.
Do not send anon hate, harassment, doxx, or otherwise encourage witch-hunts towards Elie or anyone they know. This callout is between us and Elie and we don’t condone anyone who does this.
Otherwise, let’s continue on towards the callout itself.
THE-FOUNDERS | JESS:
To begin, much of the reason this callout exists at all is because of what Jess went through. To those not aware, due to the toxic behavior Elie subjected Jess to near the end of her relationship with them, she went through a suicide attempt and was released from the hospital just days before writing this. Jess was forced to erase most of her social media including her tumblr accounts and Discord due to the constant harassment she’d received because of them. To put it plainly, I think it really doesn’t merit explaining how insidious it is for anyone to be driven to this point. Suicide isn’t something that should be taken lightly, and for anyone to drive a person to this point alone is enough to warrant a callout, hence why I’m writing this. This isn’t acceptable behavior and Jess went through a lot of emotional distress because of what Elie and others put her through.
Jess trusted sensitive information to Elie (chiefly, her Discord handle) and they betrayed that trust by doxxing her and her friend, Delilah. I really can’t emphasize enough how damaging doxxing is, especially since Elie doing so sent hoards of their ‘friends’ after Jess and culminated in those deletions and the suicide attempt, and again—Jess was only released from the hospital because of it not even a week ago. This isn’t acceptable. This is sick and wrong and completely intolerable.
READ JESS’ RECEIPTS AND TESTIMONIAL HERE.
HEISPERFECT | DELILAH/DEEDEE
What Delilah went through has a lot to do with what Jess experienced. As the two are close friends, what this doesn’t erase is the fact that Delilah also faced harassment because of Elie and their cohorts that forced her to delete her Discord account, as it states in these receipts. As these asks with links to the original show, not only did she receive some harassment, but as a new user, was approached by anonymous people who claimed that Elie was explicitly targeting her. Given that her Discord was passed around their friends with the explicit intention to harass and cause her harm, it was important to include Delilah here as both Jess’ friend and someone who faced harassment on part of Elie.
Again, doxxing was done with the malicious intent to harass Delilah, which speaks for itself the toxic extremes Elie went to intimidate and coerce against behavior they didn’t like. This controlling behavior will reveal itself throughout the receipts and testimonials in this callout, as well.
READ DEEDEE’S RECEIPTS & TESTIMONIAL HERE.
FORLORNWIND, ARANLAE | KANA
Next is what Kana went through. Something that should be said is that Kana is Singaporean Chinese while Elie is a Czech Slavic person. As I and the rest of us haven’t seen otherwise, Elie is a white Slavic person who has exhibited discriminatory, racist behavior against Kana, who has used her experiences as a Singaporean Chinese person to inform her portrayal of Madara Uchiha. It goes without saying that Naruto is a manga not only informed by Japanese culture without much Westernized input, but that it also contains religious and mythological themes and concepts from both China, India, and other similar south-/southeast Asian countries. This doesn’t even cover other diverse inclusions, such as African-coded people like the Raikage, Darui, Omoi, or Karui—just as an example.
With this in mind, Kana’s portrayal of Madara and the Uchiha has been informed by Chinese culture for years. This is by no means new and has been a constant in her portrayal, nevermind how many people in the RPC do similarly with their own cultures, gender identities, sexualities, and even mental illnesses and the like. There is nothing wrong with wanting to find representation with facets of one’s identity, which Kana has been well within her right to do.
However, as her receipts and testimonial show, Elie took issue with this and often leveled criticisms and disagreements against Kana for how she portrayed Madara and the Uchiha, some of which has been downright bigoted. These went beyond ordinary disagreements that could cause clashes, going so far as to demand unreasonable changes or belittlement for how Kana wanted to write Madara and the Uchiha. It goes without saying that what Kana had to go through is downright unacceptable and the prejudice and racism Elie tried to force on Kana isn’t justifiable in any way.
READ KANA’S TESTIMONIAL AND RECEIPTS HERE.
ASARALTU | CALIS
Finally, here is my inclusion. To those of you unaware, I was professionally diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder when I was 19-20 and affirmed as having this personality disorder by more than one psychologist in the times after. An additional fact I will add is that I am unmedicated and wasn’t told I needed medication by my primary psychologist at the time, and it remained true to this day. While I did have my share of difficulties and struggles (like self-harm), to the present day in the Naruto RPC, I have not had any difficulties with my BPD nor do most people know I have it unless I told them, which highlights how seldom I exhibit much if any symptoms.
That was until Elie decided to take this information I trusted them with and turn it into an issue.
Essentially, our last, real conversation involved them accusing me and my BPD as being responsible for copying them. The entire conversation in itself is not only absurd, but extremely ableist because, not only did Elie demonize a personality disorder that is literally my personality, but they also made me run through a ridiculous litany of accusations I had to disprove with receipts. The charge? Them discovering that I either liked or had similar interests to them, or that I picked up some along the way, like opinions or little things like songs.
I wish I was kidding you, but let the receipts speak for themselves. Needless to say, I can’t emphasize enough how damaging it is to demonize a mentally ill person like myself. While those with Borderline Personality Disorder might have an easier time understanding, looking up symptoms of a mental illness you have no depth in just to cook up something to discriminate against the person who has it is extremely toxic. Especially if you have no experience with it or psychology in the first place.
READ MY RECEIPTS HERE.
CONCLUSION
In writing this, I hope everyone who has read this and the receipts/testimonials included can understand that we are not coming from a malicious place. This isn’t an ordinary case of “he said, she said”, petty disagreement, easily resolvable conflict that should stay private, disputes over GFX styles—any of that. This is months to years of sustained abuse, toxic behavior, and overall distressing situations that no one should have to go through, ever. However, as many of these have proven, toxic people seldom change and have to often be made forcefully aware of their wrongs in order to do better. Not play the victim card, or bail, but actually do some meaningful change and stay away from people they harmed or could harm in the future.
I’ve seen and experienced it too many times before, and it’s saddening that this is still occurring in 2021.
We’re not petty arguers looking for a fight or a mob for a witch hunt. We’re tired, disappointed victims astonished and appalled by the behavior of someone we thought was a friend and RP partner. All we’re asking for is empathy and compassion over what happened to us, and a stark reminder to those who don’t think they can negatively affect others to rethink their actions and do better. That’s it.
If you took the time to read this to the end, thank you and I hope you can sympathize, even a little.
// Hey guys. Please watch out for this subject of this callout that I made last year. ofmenandsins. (pedophilia cw in the callout) They seek out plots with younger versions of muses involved and wanted me to engage in some pretty icky sexual plots involving children. They’re now over at incredibleviralsensation as confirmed to me here.
They’re in the marvel, dc, westworld rpcs and more.
Here is proof of me having them blocked on discord & I had them blocked a long time ago.
look i was going to put the hi, i’m trash gif from toy story, but i couldn’t find it and gave up.
essentially i’m just posting this to let you guys know that apparently someone is going around sending hate through im to random people. they’ve blocked me so i’m not completely sure what is going on, but apparently they’re listing a lot of blogs saying they’re all the same person? i don’t know what is going on with them, i’m only getting second hand info because, again, they blocked me i guess immediately after calling me a bitch and garbage. whatever. i’m not bothered by name calling from strangers.
just know this person is out there, and that they are sending random hate.
