Roy Walters | Twenty Two; Survivor
House: Calyset Security Class: 2 Status: Deluded
History
Roy was a temperamental child, which unsurprisingly, didn’t change as he became a teenager. He wasn't a handful per se—actually, he was a pretty good kid. Something of a nerd, with perhaps some reclusive tendencies, he collected action figures, read comic books, played video games, and had "a love affair with his computer" as his mom used to say. Which, when he was older, he used to roll his eyes at her not-so-subtle jibes about it, and say, "of course I do, mother, it's where all the good porn is."
Yes, Roy was also sarcastic, but more so in his own head than anything else. He was bright, but not outwardly expressive and he was gifted in many intellectual ways—logical, studious, quick witted, and imaginative. He took advanced classes all throughout his high school career, and became rather immersed in online roleplaying games such as World of Warcraft and League of Legends. Intuitive and curious, he had a lust for knowing how things worked, for taking things apart just to put them back together so he could get an idea of how to create his own contraptions. Despite his antisocial behaviour in day to day life, he was a natural leader in the things he did online, making friends easily, managing projects or undertaking the running of gaming communities.
At school, he was decently well-liked, though not well known. People were pleasantly surprised when first sharing classes with him, that the quiet kid who was often alone, turned out to be good for a number of laughs, always the first to mutter a few dry, drawling remarks from the corner. But being liked for your cleverness wasn't as cracked up as people claimed it to be. Roy was still that kid that no one really knew, and no one especially cared to find out. And perhaps it was his fault, perhaps he didn't try hard enough, or so his parents said—but it confused him to think that he had to try to be someone that people could like. Didn't that defeat the purpose of having friends?
During his senior year of high school, he felt an immense amount of pressure put upon his shoulders by his parents, who despite their loving intentions, applied too much stress on the boy. Their tireless nagging lead him to lose sleep, appetite and motivation, which was the exact opposite effect to what they wanted. But the constant and unnecessary reminders of how important his college applications and his future schooling was, only made him less productive, if anything.
Roy’s parents had him convinced that his efforts weren’t good enough, that his remarkable report cards weren’t remarkable enough. That being himself, wasn't good enough, because he had to be social to be normal. Sure, they liked that their son was smart, but there was a certain stigma to being the kind of smart that meant that other people and their mundane entertainment like beer-drinking and sports-watching and party-puking, were incredibly exhausting. In the space of a couple years, what used to be a good relationship with his parents became a rather strained one and they argued constantly. One evening, in a fit of exhausted angst after a particularly emotional quarrel, Roy tiredly wished for his parents to disappear.
The next day, was the end of the world.
Roy Today
Roy was found, filthy and frighteningly thin, among the trees just a few short miles away from the Colony 22 property. He was hardly cognitive, speaking of things that made no sense, but no one could tell if it was delusion from trauma and starvation, or something worse.
He spent a few weeks in the medical ward upon his first arrival, being nursed back to health, and though his cheeks grew warmer, brighter, his skin smoother and healthier and no longer taut to bone, his mind did not seem to untangle itself. While he eventually became more aware of his surroundings and communicating normally, he began to show signs of what appeared to be some form of paranoid schizophrenia.
Attributing this mostly to Infection, Colony scientists believe that the virus attacked Roy's current mental state of guilt and grief and warped it into something worse, and far more twisted. Now, he seems to be of the belief that he is some kind of misconducted prophecy. He thinks that he is not only responsible for the disaster that took the planet, but also has the power to give and take life, like the Grim Reaper is living inside of him—like he's possessed by Death. Living with it in his skin, but unable to control it or cage it or exorcise it.
Roy feels like he is a carrier of death and destruction, that one wrong slip and the demons that fill his ears with voices no one else hears, will take down his friends and loved ones one at a time. He believes that Death is feeding off his bones and using him as a vessel and he's become afraid of his own reflection, as he sees warped hallucinations of his face when he looks in a mirror, frightening and skeletal and representational of hell itself.
Roy's reclusive nature has consumed him now, the fear of getting close to anyone and inevitably condemning them to pain has warped his mind. His animosity towards being pressured into being something he wasn't, being pushed to a breaking point where he wished his own parents dead and giving the Reaper reason to target him, has made him scathing and caustic, turning his sarcasm and isolation into a weapon. Though deep down he is nothing but afraid and alone, on the surface he is angry, cynical, even vindictive at times.
Roy feels trapped, like his body and mind have been stolen from him and it wreaks havoc on his personality and emotional state. His loneliness eats him alive, but he feels helpless to do anything about it because his instinct is to not only push people away, but hurdle them away at full force. The mirrors in the immediate proximity of his dorm room are all taped and boarded, as are the mirrors in the bathroom attached to it. His housemates who share a dorm with him sort of learn to deal with it, as it's easier that, than argue with him.
There are flashes of Roy's personality that seem quick and likeable, but the trouble is that though many people feel sorry for him, many also fear him. He's turbulent and difficult to read and those who try to help him often walk away scorned, though it's not because Roy doesn't want the help, it's because he's terrified of allowing anyone to get close enough to do so.
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