💋, ⛔️, and 🍦.
Thank youuuuu for the ask!!! This took a million years to reply to and I'm sorryyyy !!
💋 First kiss fics. Love em or hate em?
OH! this is a good question. I was literally thinking about this a few days ago. I was going to make a poll about it lmao
I kind of hate to write them,,, because I feel so much pressure to get the balance of emotions and imagery and The Moment perfect and somehow still keep everyone in-character. To me it feels virtually impossible to spin that many plates and nail them all. I can never quite write it in a satisfying way (to me)
I just can't reach that perfect balance of all the elements together that make a great written first kiss !! Elusive cryptid I will find you one day.
⛔ Do you have a fic you started, but scrapped?
I have a long list of fics I abandoned, but not necessarily scrapped.
Like, I orphan off a lot of my old stuff, which is usually the result of starting a fic while I'm in a certain fandom, and then falling out of the fandom before I've finished it. oops. I can't bring myself to work on something I'm not actively hyperfixating on invested in, so the poor fic just gathers dust and is abandoned to live in WIP Hell forever. I'm sorry unfinished fics !!
As for scrapped, I very rarely delete a work. I've only ever done it once I think? It was a fantasy Izuocha AU that I wanted to rework into something original, so I removed it from existence before I finished it lmao
But yeah, there are a lot of unfinished fics living in my notebooks honestly ahahaaaaa
🍦 What's the sweetest fic you've created so far?
So I've had a flick through my AO3 and remembered this thing - definitely this one: Green's Your Colour
No contest.
It was one of the first batch of Izuocha fics I wrote when I was still trying to figure out their dynamic and was deep in my fluffy feelings about them and it all came pouring out of me in this very sincere but overly sweet fic lmao
I know I said in a previous ask answer that I love to read my own fics, but this is an exception honestly asdfghjkl;
This one is so so so sweet and fluffy and I literally cannot read it without cringing aaa
I've toyed with the idea of orphaning it a few times, but I can't bring myself to do it!

















