#cedar rambles

[cedar-is-a-nerd]

Everyone who watches any Star Trek show should thank Lucille Ball for saving the original series, and therefore bringing us so many shows, movies, books, and fanfiction terms from it even after all these years.

Everyone thank Lucille Ball.

[cedarw00div]

what is her fucking problem(affectionate)

[werewolf-the-wise]

wolfblood did wonders for the queer autistic weirdo werewolves

[concerto-coyote]

I am an adult, my page is strictly SFW but I do swear

ɴᴀᴍᴇ: Cedar

ɢᴇɴᴅᴇʀ: FTM

ᴘʀᴏɴᴏᴜɴꜱ: He/They/It

ᴀɢᴇ: 26

ꜱᴛᴀᴛᴜꜱ: Engaged 💍

​🇸​​🇪​​🇽​​🇺​​🇦​​🇱​​🇮​​🇹​​🇾​: Queer Demiromantic

ꜱᴘᴇᴄɪᴇꜱ [ᴘʀɪᴍᴀʀʏ]: Eastern Coyote

ꜱᴘᴇᴄɪᴇꜱ [ᴄᴏɴꜰɪʀᴍᴇᴅ]: Anatolian Shepherd, Longhair Orange Tabby, Borzoi, Bay Roan Tennessee Walking Horse

ꜱᴘᴇᴄɪᴇꜱ [​🇸​​🇴​​🇲​​🇪​​🇹​​🇮​​🇲​​🇪​​🇸​/​🇫​​🇴​​🇷​​🇲​​🇪​​🇷​​🇱​​🇾​]: Snow Leopard

ꜱᴘᴇᴄɪᴇꜱ [​🇶​​🇺​​🇪​​🇸​​🇹​​🇮​​🇴​​🇳​​🇮​​🇳​​🇬​]: Black-Tailed Jackrabbit, Goat, Possum

ʟᴀʙᴇʟꜱ: Alterhuman, Therian, Transmasc, Furry, yeemo/y'allternative

Howdy!! My name is Cedar, and I'm a 26 year old coyote alterhuman living in Rural Kentucky with my partner, my dog, and a clan of 6 kitties! I work from home and enjoy gardening, music, art, coding, pokemon, and videogames!

I'm currently learning to play the violin, and I plan on going (back) to college in the next year or so if I can!! I can't decide if I want to study Psychology again or try Biology instead, but I'm really leaning towards working with wildlife.

I dream of starting a domestic bunny rescue and I'd like to write more! I also don't currently own any horses, but would like to again- I grew up around them and miss it a lot.

I have a fursuit partial, but I'm working on making new gear for my theriotype! That's all I can think of for now, but I'll add more if I think of stuff C:

I generally avoid following minors, so don't be offended if I don't follow you back u.u

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TAGS I USE: #CedarRambles - Misc. ramblings or thoughts #CedarHowls - Me yelling into the void #CedarGrowls - Me venting frustrations, probs my job

X Topics to Avoid-

Sh/ED, parasites, needles/medical trauma, animal abuse/death/injury

X DNI-

MAGA, Blue Lives, or anything at all that leans into racism or facism

Z**s, P3dos, or anything gross. FUCK you

TERFs, Transphobic, Homophobic, or anything at all like that

More about me below!

I've had a confusing journey to figuring out who I am today- as a kit in human skin, I found comfort watching shows/movies about animals (from cartoons to documentaries, spending time outdoors in the woods with our horses, doing quads (before I knew that's what it was lol) and experienced what I now realize was phantom ears/a tail with partial shifts I believe

I learned to conform and shut it down, but those parts of me never left. There were days I could feel it howling inside of me, so hard it made my chest fuzzy. I talked to therapists about how I felt as if I was raised to be an obedient pet, not a human. Disassociation is how I learned to cope. There were days I was so deep into it, my vision was dim and blurry, and I felt like I was watching my life happen in front of me through my eyes like a patron in a movie theater. I watched, but I did not experience. I was somewhere far away, and when working on creating an internal "Safe Space" for lack of better terms, I wasn't in a home or bedroom or anywhere familiar- I was in the woods. I could feel the earth beneath my paws, the air blowing through my fur as I ran. I ran, escaping a body that's only ever betrayed me. As my mind drifted in a safe and controlled space, I could smell the earth, hear the leaves and the sound of a creek. As my paws slowed, I found myself alone and at peace within my mind. I was where I was supposed to be, and I felt safe.

I learned to silently escape the "humanity" forced upon me, and as I did the howling grew louder. And in the beginning of 2026 I finally accepted what I already knew- I had never been a human. I was never meant to be born like this.

And this brought me so much peace! I've made friends who love and respect me, I find myself excited to finally be myself. I mean FFS I'm 26, if I want to run around in my backyard on all fours nobody can stop me?? I genuinely think it would heal a large part of my soul

So, welcome to the wonderful adventure of discovering myself I've began. It's never too late, and you really never have to truly give up parts of yourself! It's never too late to what makes you happy :3

Bands/Artists: My Chem, Mother Mother, Kesha, Friday Pilots Club, Dreamers, 100 Gecs, Horsegiirl, Cake, Duran Duran, Depeche Mode, Destroy Boys, ElyOtto, The Home Team, Joost, MIKA, MGMT, Mystery Skulls,

Shows/Movies: TADC, MLP:FIM, Anything Lion King, Spirit Stallion of the Cimmaron, All Dogs Go to Heaven, HTTYD, + Documentaries! Books: The Wolves of Mercy Falls trilogy, Warriors Youtube Content/Channels: Analog/Digital Horror, Backrooms, Games: Pokemon, Minecraft, Stardew, Sims, Skyrim, Wobbledogs, COTL, Slime Rancher, ARK, Spyro, Animal Crossing, Fall Guys Browser Games: Lioden, Chicken Smoothie, Flight Rising, Webkinz (adding more later)

Also this is my ESSA Pluto c:

[cedarsmoke4]

Hey yall it’s been a weird year—here’s to hoping the next one is better!! And less chaotic too that would be nice but the likelihood of that is slim lmao

[cedarsmokesrandoms]

Anyone else mad as fuck that they’ve nuked the quick reblog feature cause I sure fucking am

[cishet-offical]

Someone is making a smoothie in the kitchen and I swear on every bone in my body I am going to Hannibal Lecter them because LET ME SLEEP, WHY ARE YOU BLENDING, WHU, GO TO BED, I WILL DROWN YOU IN CONFETTI

[haven-is-me]

I’m @cedar-is-a-nerd’s #1 fan

Fight me