#change myself

[motivatedaily]

[heartshapedcracks]

I usually hate writing rhyming poetry but it started out as a song idea and I just kind of kept??? Writing???

Anyways!!! It’s mid!!! enjoy!!!

^^me at my desk writing this^^

[mental-food]

Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.

-Rumi

[whatkindoflifeamiliving]

My favourite characters in Pretty Little Liars, I want to be like them so bad! Being a mixure of them…

How will I achieve this,

~ Lose 50lbs

~ Read for 1 hour a day (currently readying Pride and Prejudice)

~ Be the A+ student STUDY STUDY STUDY

~ Learn French

~ Work your ass off, be the best at everything!

[nichowl]

Me during the day:

Me during the night:

[daydreamingmoonchildsworld]

daydreamingmoonchildworld's diary

You said you loved me,

and yet you asked me to become someone else.

How dare you call it love?

[contemplator1]

I do struggle with most social interactions as it’s very hard for me to make connections to others. It doesn’t come natural to me. .

I’ve often tried to change myself in order to “fit” into relationships with my exes but obviously it doesn’t work like that. I’ve yet to meet someone who I feel like I can truly be myself with in a rom relationship. Which is hard to find when I literally have no social life and don’t really meet new people ever. It’s ridiculous. You want to have relationship, but you don't give yourself a chance for that.  Now I’m talking to myself.. maybe it’s signs of Schizophrenia.

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